第 49 节
作者:青涩春天      更新:2022-07-12 16:22      字数:9322
  the books; and this time he took some of them down from the
  shelves。
  The first that he opened contained lines in a woman's
  handwriting; traced in ink that had faded with time。 He read the
  inscription〃Jane Armadale; from her beloved father。 Thorpe
  Ambrose; October; 1828。〃 In the second; third; and fourth volumes
  that he opened; the same inscription re…appeared。 His previous
  knowledge of dates and persons helped him to draw the true
  inference from what he saw。 The books must have belonged to
  Allan's mother; and she must have inscribed them with her name;
  in the interval of time between her return to Thorpe Ambrose from
  Madeira and the birth of her son。 Midwinter passed on to a volume
  on another shelfone of a series containing the writings of Mrs。
  Hemans。 In this case; the blank leaf at the beginning of the book
  was filled on both sides with a copy of verses; the writing being
  still in Mrs。 Armadale's hand。 The verses were headed 〃Farewell
  to Thorpe Ambrose;〃 and were dated 〃March; 1829〃two months only
  after Allan had been born。
  Entirely without merit in itself; the only interest of the little
  poem was in the domestic story that it told。
  The very room in which Midwinter then stood was describedwith
  the view on the garden; the window made to open on it; the
  bookshelves; the Niobe; and other more perishable ornaments which
  Time had destroyed。 Here; at variance with her brothers;
  shrinking from her friends; the widow of the murdered man had; on
  her own acknowledgment; secluded herself; without other comfort
  than the love and forgiveness of her father; until her child was
  born。 The father's mercy and the father's recent death filled
  many verses; happily too vague in their commonplace expression of
  penitence and despair to give any hint of the marriage story in
  Madeira to any reader who looked at them ignorant of the truth。 A
  passing reference to the writer's estrangement from her surviving
  relatives; and to her approaching departure from Thorpe Ambrose;
  followed。 Last came the assertion of the mother's resolution to
  separate herself from all her old associations; to leave behind
  her every possession; even to the most trifling thing she had;
  that could remind her of the miserable past; and to date her new
  life in the future from the birthday of the child who had been
  spared to console herwho was now the one earthly object that
  could still speak to her of love and hope。 So the old story of
  passionate feeling that finds comfort in phrases rather than not
  find comfort at all was told once again。 So the poem in the faded
  ink faded away to its end。
  Midwinter put the book back with a heavy sigh; and opened no
  other volume on the shelves。 〃Here in the country house; or there
  on board the wreck;〃 he said; bitterly; 〃the traces of my
  father's crime follow me; go where I may。〃 He advanced toward the
  window; stopped; and looked back into the lonely; neglected
  little room。 〃Is _this_ chance?〃 he asked himself。 〃The place
  where his mother suffered is the place he sees in the Dream; and
  the first morning in the new house is the morning that reveals
  it; not to _him;_ but to me。 Oh; Allan! Allan! how will it end?〃
  The thought had barely passed through his mind before he heard
  Allan's voice; from the paved walk at the side of the house;
  calling to him by his name。 He hastily stepped out into the
  garden。 At the same moment Allan came running round the corner;
  full of voluble apologies for having forgotten; in the society of
  his new neighbors; what was due to the laws of hospitality and
  the claims of his friend。
  〃I really haven't missed you;〃 said Midwinter; 〃and I am very;
  very glad to hear that the new neighbors have produced such a
  pleasant impression on you already。〃
  He tried; as he spoke; to lead the way back by the outside of the
  house; but Allan's flighty attention had been caught by the open
  window and the lonely little room。 He stepped in immediately。
  Midwinter followed; and watched him in breathless anxiety as he
  looked round。 Not the slightest recollection of the Dream
  troubled Allan's easy mind。 Not the slightest reference to it
  fell from the silent lips of his friend。
  〃Exactly the sort of place I should have expected you to hit on!〃
  exclaimed Allan; gayly。 〃Small and snug and unpretending。 I know
  you; Master Midwinter! You'll be slipping off here when the
  county families come visiting; and I rather think on those
  dreadful occasions you won't find me far behind you。 What's the
  matter? You look ill and out of spirits。 Hungry? Of course you
  are! unpardonable of me to have kept you waiting。 This door leads
  somewhere; I suppose; let's try a short cut into the house。 Don't
  be afraid of my not keeping you company at breakfast。 I didn't
  eat much at the cottage; I feasted my eyes on Miss Milroy; as the
  poets say。 Oh; the darling! the darling! she turns you
  topsy…turvy the moment you look at her。 As for her father; wait
  till you see his wonderful clock! It's twice the size of the
  famous clock at Strasbourg; and the most tremendous striker ever
  heard yet in the memory of man!〃
  Singing the praises of his new friends in this strain at the top
  of his voice; Allan hurried Midwinter along the stone passages on
  the basement floor; which led; as he had rightly guessed; to a
  staircase communicating with the hall。 They passed the servants'
  offices on the way。 At the sight of the cook and the roaring
  fire; disclosed through the open kitchen door; Allan's mind went
  off at a tangent; and Allan's dignity scattered itself to the
  four winds of heaven; as usual。
  〃Aha; Mrs。 Gripper; there you are with your pots and pans; and
  your burning fiery furnace! One had need be Shadrach; Meshach;
  and the other fellow to stand over that。 Breakfast as soon as
  ever you like。 Eggs; sausages; bacon; kidneys; marmalade;
  water…cresses; coffee; and so forth。 My friend and I belong to
  the select few whom it's a perfect privilege to cook for。
  Voluptuaries; Mrs。 Gripper; voluptuaries; both of us。 You'll
  see;〃 continued Allan; as they went on toward the stairs; 〃I
  shall make that worthy creature young again; I'm better than a
  doctor for Mrs。 Gripper。 When she laughs; she shakes her fat
  sides; and when she shakes her fat sides; she exerts her muscular
  system; and when she exerts her muscular system Ha! here's
  Susan again。 Don't squeeze yourself flat against the banisters;
  my dear; if you don't mind hustling _me_ on the stairs; I rather
  like hustling _you。_ She looks like a full…blown rose when she
  blushes; doesn't she? Stop; Susan! I've orders to give。 Be very
  particular with Mr。 Midwinter's room: shake up his bed like mad;
  and dust his furniture till those nice round arms of yours ache
  again。 Nonsense; my dear fellow! I'm not too familiar with them;
  I'm only keeping them up to their work。 Now; then; Richard! where
  do we breakfast? Oh; here。 Between ourselves; Midwinter; these
  splendid rooms of mine are a size too large for me; I don't feel
  as if I should ever be on intimate terms with my own furniture。
  My views in life are of the snug and slovenly sorta kitchen
  chair; you know; and a low ceiling。 Man wants but little here
  below; and wants that little long。 That's not exactly the right
  quotation; but it expresses my meaning; and we'll let alone
  correcting it till the next opportunity。〃
  〃I beg your pardon;〃 interposed Midwinter; 〃here is something
  waiting for you which you have not noticed yet。〃
  As he spoke; he pointed a little impatiently to a letter lying on
  the breakfast…table。 He could conceal the ominous discovery which
  he had made that morning; from Allan's knowledge; but he could
  not conquer the latent distrust of circumstances which was now
  raised again in his superstitious naturethe instinctive
  suspicion of everything that happened; no matter how common or
  how trifling the event; on the first memorable day when the new
  life began in the new house。
  Allan ran his eye over the letter; and tossed it across the table
  to his friend。 〃I can't make head or tail of it;〃 he said; 〃can
  you?〃
  Midwinter read the letter; slowly; aloud。 〃SirI trust you will
  pardon the liberty I take in sending these few lines to wait your
  arrival at Thorpe Ambrose。 In the event of circumstances not
  disposing you to place your law business in the hands of Mr。
  Darch〃 He suddenly stopped at that point; and considered a
  little。
  〃Darch is our friend the lawyer;〃 said Allan; supposing Midwinter
  had forgotten the name。 〃Don't you remember our spinning the
  half…crown on the cabin table; when I got the two offers for the
  cottage? Heads; the major; tails; the lawyer。 This is the
  lawyer。〃
  Without making any reply; Midwinter resumed reading the letter。
  〃In the event of circumstances not disposing you to place your
  law business in the hands of Mr。 Darch; I beg to say that I shall
  be happy to take charge of your interests; if you feel willing to
  honor me with your confidence。 Inclosing a reference (should you
  desire it) to my agents in London; and again apologizing for this
  intrusion; I beg to remain; sir; respectfully yours; A。 PEDGIFT;
  Sen。〃
  〃Circumstances?〃 repeated Midwinter; as he laid the letter down。
  〃What circumstances can possibly indispose you