第 55 节
作者:吹嘻      更新:2022-07-12 16:21      字数:9322
  hunger and its satisfaction; THEY had attained wisdom that
  enabled them to make paths such as we have just travelled
  and to look out upon those waters!  And _laya_ upon _laya_
  thereafter; time upon time; they went upon the paths and
  watched the flood recede; saw great bare flats of steaming
  ooze appear on which crawled and splashed larger things
  which had grown from the tiny hungry ones; watched the
  flats rise higher and higher and green life begin to clothe
  them; saw mountains uplift and vanish。
  〃Ever the green life waxed and the things which crept
  and crawled grew greater and took ever different forms;
  until at last came a time when the steaming mists lightened
  and the things which had begun as little more than tiny
  hungry mouths were huge and monstrous; so huge that the
  tallest of my _Akka_ would not have reached the knee of the
  smallest of them。
  〃But in none of these; in NONE; was thererealization
  of themselves; say the Three; naught but hunger driving; al…
  ways driving them to still its crying。
  〃So for time upon time the race of the Silent Ones took
  the paths no more; placing aside the half…thought that they
  had of making their way to earth face even as they had made
  their way from beside earth heart。  They turned wholly to the
  seeking of wisdomand after other time on time they at…
  tained that which killed even the faintest shadow of the
  half…thought。  For they crept far within the mysteries of life
  and death; they mastered the illusion of space; they lifted
  the veils of creation and of its twin destruction; and they
  stripped the covering from the flaming jewel of truthbut
  when they had crept within those mysteries they bid me tell
  YOU; Goodwin; they found ever other mysteries veiling the
  way; and after they had uncovered the jewel of truth they
  found it to be a gem of infinite facets and therefore not
  wholly to be read before eternity's unthinkable end!
  〃And for this they were gladbecause now throughout
  eternity might they and theirs pursue knowledge over ways
  illimitable。
  〃They conquered lightlight that sprang at their bidding
  from the nothingness that gives birth to all things and in
  which lie all things that are; have been and shall be; light
  that streamed through their bodies cleansing them of all
  dross; light that was food and drink; light that carried their
  vision afar or bore to them images out of space opening
  many windows through which they gazed down upon life
  on thousands upon thousands of the rushing worlds; light
  that was the flame of life itself and in which they bathed;
  ever renewing their own。  They set radiant lamps within the
  stones; and of black light they wove the sheltering shadows
  and the shadows that slay。
  〃Arose from this people those Threethe Silent Ones。
  They led them all in wisdom so that in the Three grew
  pride。  And the Three built them this place in which we sit
  and set the Portal in its place and withdrew from their kind
  to go alone into the mysteries and to map alone the facets of
  Truth Jewel。
  〃Then there came the ancestors of the_Akka_; not as they
  are now; and glowing but faintly within them the spark of
  self…realization。  And the _Taithu_ seeing this spark did not
  slay them。  But they took the ancient; long untrodden paths
  and looked forth once more upon earth face。  Now on the
  land were vast forests and a chaos of green life。  On the
  shores things scaled and fanged; fought and devoured each
  other; and in the green life moved bodies great and small
  that slew and ran from those that would slay。
  〃They searched for the passage through which the _Akka_
  had come and closed it。  Then the Three took them and
  brought them here; and taught them and blew upon the
  spark until it burned ever stronger and in time they became
  much as they are nowmy _Akka_。
  〃The Three took counsel after this and said'We have
  strengthened life in these until it has become articulate; shall
  we not CREATE life?'〃 Again she hesitated; her eyes rapt;
  dreaming。  〃The Three are speaking;〃 she murmured。  〃They
  have my tongue〃
  And certainly; with an ease and rapidity as though she
  were but a voice through which minds far more facile; more
  powerful poured their thoughts; she spoke。
  〃Yea;〃 the golden voice was vibrant。  〃We said that what
  we would create should be of the spirit of life itself; speak…
  ing to us with the tongues of the far…flung stars; of the winds;
  of the waters; and of all upon and within these。  Upon that
  universal matrix of matter; that mother of all things that
  you name the ether; we laboured。  Think not that her won…
  drous fertility is limited by what ye see on earth or what has
  been on earth from its beginning。  Infinite; infinite are the
  forms the mother bears and countless are the energies that
  are part of her。
  〃By our wisdom we had fashioned many windows out of
  our abode and through them we stared into the faces of
  myriads of worlds; and upon them all were the children of
  ether even as the worlds themselves were her children。
  〃Watching we learned; and learning we formed that ye
  term the Dweller; which those without namethe Shining
  One。  Within the Universal Mother we shaped it; to be a voice
  to tell us her secrets; a lamp to go before us lighting the
  mysteries。  Out of the ether we fashioned it; giving it the
  soul of light that still ye know not nor perhaps ever may
  know; and with the essence of life that ye saw blossoming
  deep in the abyss and that is the pulse of earth heart we
  filled it。  And we wrought with pain and with love; with
  yearning and with scorching pride and from our travail came
  the Shining Oneour child!
  〃There is an energy beyond and above ether; a purpose…
  ful; sentient force that laps like an ocean the furthest…flung
  star; that transfuses all that ether bears; that sees and speaks
  and feels in us and in you; that is incorporate in beast and
  bird and reptile; in tree and grass and all living things; that
  sleeps in rock and stone; that finds sparkling tongue in jewel
  and star and in all dwellers within the firmament。  And this
  ye call consciousness!
  〃We crowned the Shining One with the seven orbs of light
  which are the channels between it and the sentience we
  sought to make articulate; the portals through which flow
  its currents and so flowing; become choate; vocal; self…
  realizant within our child。
  〃But as we shaped; there passed some of the essence of
  our pride; in giving will we had given power; perforce; to
  exercise that will for good or for evil; to speak or to be si…
  lent; to tell us what we wished of that which poured into it
  through the seven orbs or to withhold that knowledge itself;
  and in forging it from the immortal energies we had en…
  dowed it with their indifference; open to all consciousness it
  held within it the pole of utter joy and the pole of utter woe
  with all the arc that lies between; all the ecstasies of the
  countless worlds and suns and all their sorrows; all that ye
  symbolize as gods and all ye symbolize as devilsnot nega…
  tiving each other; for there is no such thing as negation; but
  holding them together; balancing them; encompassing them;
  pole upon pole!〃
  So THIS was the explanation of the entwined emotions of
  joy and terror that had changed so appallingly Throckmar…
  tin's face and the faces of all the Dweller's slaves!
  The handmaiden's eyes grew bright; alert; again; the
  brooding passed from her face; the golden voice that had
  been so deep found its own familiar pitch。
  〃I listened while the Three spoke to you;〃 she said。  〃Now
  the shaping of the Shining One had been a long; long travail
  and time had flown over the outer world _laya_ upon _laya_。  For
  a space the Shining One was content to dwell here; to be
  fed with the foods of light: to open the eyes of the Three
  to mystery upon mystery and to read for them facet after
  facet of the gem of truth。  Yet as the tides of consciousness
  flowed through it they left behind shadowings and echoes of
  their burdens; and the Shining One grew stronger; always
  stronger of ITSELF WITHIN ITSELF。  Its will strengthened and now
  not always was it the will of the Three; and the pride that
  was woven in the making of it waxed; while the love for them
  that its creators had set within it waned。
  〃Not ignorant were the _Taithu_ of the work of the Three。
  First there were a few; then more and more who coveted the
  Shining One and who would have had the Three share with
  them the knowledge it drew in for them。  But the Silent Ones
  in their pride; would not。
  〃There came a time when its will was now ALL its own; and
  it rebelled; turning its gaze to the wider spaces beyond the
  Portal; offering itself to the many there who would serve it;
  tiring of the Three; their control and their abode。
  〃Now the Shining One has its limitations; even as we。  Over
  water it can pass; through air and through fire; but pa