第 55 节
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吹嘻 更新:2022-07-12 16:21 字数:9322
hunger and its satisfaction; THEY had attained wisdom that
enabled them to make paths such as we have just travelled
and to look out upon those waters! And _laya_ upon _laya_
thereafter; time upon time; they went upon the paths and
watched the flood recede; saw great bare flats of steaming
ooze appear on which crawled and splashed larger things
which had grown from the tiny hungry ones; watched the
flats rise higher and higher and green life begin to clothe
them; saw mountains uplift and vanish。
〃Ever the green life waxed and the things which crept
and crawled grew greater and took ever different forms;
until at last came a time when the steaming mists lightened
and the things which had begun as little more than tiny
hungry mouths were huge and monstrous; so huge that the
tallest of my _Akka_ would not have reached the knee of the
smallest of them。
〃But in none of these; in NONE; was thererealization
of themselves; say the Three; naught but hunger driving; al…
ways driving them to still its crying。
〃So for time upon time the race of the Silent Ones took
the paths no more; placing aside the half…thought that they
had of making their way to earth face even as they had made
their way from beside earth heart。 They turned wholly to the
seeking of wisdomand after other time on time they at…
tained that which killed even the faintest shadow of the
half…thought。 For they crept far within the mysteries of life
and death; they mastered the illusion of space; they lifted
the veils of creation and of its twin destruction; and they
stripped the covering from the flaming jewel of truthbut
when they had crept within those mysteries they bid me tell
YOU; Goodwin; they found ever other mysteries veiling the
way; and after they had uncovered the jewel of truth they
found it to be a gem of infinite facets and therefore not
wholly to be read before eternity's unthinkable end!
〃And for this they were gladbecause now throughout
eternity might they and theirs pursue knowledge over ways
illimitable。
〃They conquered lightlight that sprang at their bidding
from the nothingness that gives birth to all things and in
which lie all things that are; have been and shall be; light
that streamed through their bodies cleansing them of all
dross; light that was food and drink; light that carried their
vision afar or bore to them images out of space opening
many windows through which they gazed down upon life
on thousands upon thousands of the rushing worlds; light
that was the flame of life itself and in which they bathed;
ever renewing their own。 They set radiant lamps within the
stones; and of black light they wove the sheltering shadows
and the shadows that slay。
〃Arose from this people those Threethe Silent Ones。
They led them all in wisdom so that in the Three grew
pride。 And the Three built them this place in which we sit
and set the Portal in its place and withdrew from their kind
to go alone into the mysteries and to map alone the facets of
Truth Jewel。
〃Then there came the ancestors of the_Akka_; not as they
are now; and glowing but faintly within them the spark of
self…realization。 And the _Taithu_ seeing this spark did not
slay them。 But they took the ancient; long untrodden paths
and looked forth once more upon earth face。 Now on the
land were vast forests and a chaos of green life。 On the
shores things scaled and fanged; fought and devoured each
other; and in the green life moved bodies great and small
that slew and ran from those that would slay。
〃They searched for the passage through which the _Akka_
had come and closed it。 Then the Three took them and
brought them here; and taught them and blew upon the
spark until it burned ever stronger and in time they became
much as they are nowmy _Akka_。
〃The Three took counsel after this and said'We have
strengthened life in these until it has become articulate; shall
we not CREATE life?'〃 Again she hesitated; her eyes rapt;
dreaming。 〃The Three are speaking;〃 she murmured。 〃They
have my tongue〃
And certainly; with an ease and rapidity as though she
were but a voice through which minds far more facile; more
powerful poured their thoughts; she spoke。
〃Yea;〃 the golden voice was vibrant。 〃We said that what
we would create should be of the spirit of life itself; speak…
ing to us with the tongues of the far…flung stars; of the winds;
of the waters; and of all upon and within these。 Upon that
universal matrix of matter; that mother of all things that
you name the ether; we laboured。 Think not that her won…
drous fertility is limited by what ye see on earth or what has
been on earth from its beginning。 Infinite; infinite are the
forms the mother bears and countless are the energies that
are part of her。
〃By our wisdom we had fashioned many windows out of
our abode and through them we stared into the faces of
myriads of worlds; and upon them all were the children of
ether even as the worlds themselves were her children。
〃Watching we learned; and learning we formed that ye
term the Dweller; which those without namethe Shining
One。 Within the Universal Mother we shaped it; to be a voice
to tell us her secrets; a lamp to go before us lighting the
mysteries。 Out of the ether we fashioned it; giving it the
soul of light that still ye know not nor perhaps ever may
know; and with the essence of life that ye saw blossoming
deep in the abyss and that is the pulse of earth heart we
filled it。 And we wrought with pain and with love; with
yearning and with scorching pride and from our travail came
the Shining Oneour child!
〃There is an energy beyond and above ether; a purpose…
ful; sentient force that laps like an ocean the furthest…flung
star; that transfuses all that ether bears; that sees and speaks
and feels in us and in you; that is incorporate in beast and
bird and reptile; in tree and grass and all living things; that
sleeps in rock and stone; that finds sparkling tongue in jewel
and star and in all dwellers within the firmament。 And this
ye call consciousness!
〃We crowned the Shining One with the seven orbs of light
which are the channels between it and the sentience we
sought to make articulate; the portals through which flow
its currents and so flowing; become choate; vocal; self…
realizant within our child。
〃But as we shaped; there passed some of the essence of
our pride; in giving will we had given power; perforce; to
exercise that will for good or for evil; to speak or to be si…
lent; to tell us what we wished of that which poured into it
through the seven orbs or to withhold that knowledge itself;
and in forging it from the immortal energies we had en…
dowed it with their indifference; open to all consciousness it
held within it the pole of utter joy and the pole of utter woe
with all the arc that lies between; all the ecstasies of the
countless worlds and suns and all their sorrows; all that ye
symbolize as gods and all ye symbolize as devilsnot nega…
tiving each other; for there is no such thing as negation; but
holding them together; balancing them; encompassing them;
pole upon pole!〃
So THIS was the explanation of the entwined emotions of
joy and terror that had changed so appallingly Throckmar…
tin's face and the faces of all the Dweller's slaves!
The handmaiden's eyes grew bright; alert; again; the
brooding passed from her face; the golden voice that had
been so deep found its own familiar pitch。
〃I listened while the Three spoke to you;〃 she said。 〃Now
the shaping of the Shining One had been a long; long travail
and time had flown over the outer world _laya_ upon _laya_。 For
a space the Shining One was content to dwell here; to be
fed with the foods of light: to open the eyes of the Three
to mystery upon mystery and to read for them facet after
facet of the gem of truth。 Yet as the tides of consciousness
flowed through it they left behind shadowings and echoes of
their burdens; and the Shining One grew stronger; always
stronger of ITSELF WITHIN ITSELF。 Its will strengthened and now
not always was it the will of the Three; and the pride that
was woven in the making of it waxed; while the love for them
that its creators had set within it waned。
〃Not ignorant were the _Taithu_ of the work of the Three。
First there were a few; then more and more who coveted the
Shining One and who would have had the Three share with
them the knowledge it drew in for them。 But the Silent Ones
in their pride; would not。
〃There came a time when its will was now ALL its own; and
it rebelled; turning its gaze to the wider spaces beyond the
Portal; offering itself to the many there who would serve it;
tiring of the Three; their control and their abode。
〃Now the Shining One has its limitations; even as we。 Over
water it can pass; through air and through fire; but pa