第 32 节
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负债赌博 更新:2022-07-12 16:19 字数:9322
nd taking out goods; passed up and down。 The store itself was indescribable。 Will Henderson once said of it that it sold everything and nothing。 In the window facing Maumee Street stood a chunk of coal as large as an apple barrel; to indicate that orders for coal were taken; and beside the black mass of the coal stood three combs of honey grown brown and dirty in their wooden frames。
The honey had stood in the store window for six months。 It was for sale as were also the coat hang… ers; patent suspender buttons; cans of roof paint; bottles of rheumatism cure; and a substitute for cof… fee that companioned the honey in its patient will… ingness to serve the public。
Ebenezer Cowley; the man who stood in the store listening to the eager patter of words that fell from the lips of the traveling man; was tall and lean and looked unwashed。 On his scrawny neck was a large wen partially covered by a grey beard。 He wore a long Prince Albert coat。 The coat had been pur… chased to serve as a wedding garment。 Before he became a merchant Ebenezer was a farmer and after his marriage he wore the Prince Albert coat to church on Sundays and on Saturday afternoons when he came into town to trade。 When he sold the farm to become a merchant he wore the coat constantly。 It had become brown with age and was covered with grease spots; but in it Ebenezer always felt dressed up and ready for the day in town。
As a merchant Ebenezer was not happily placed in life and he had not been happily placed as a farmer。 Still he existed。 His family; consisting of a daughter named Mabel and the son; lived with him in rooms above the store and it did not cost them much to live。 His troubles were not financial。 His unhappiness as a merchant lay in the fact that when a traveling man with wares to be sold came in at the front door he was afraid。 Behind the counter he stood shaking his head。 He was afraid; first that he would stubbornly refuse to buy and thus lose the opportunity to sell again; second that he would not be stubborn enough and would in a moment of weakness buy what could not be sold。
In the store on the morning when Elmer Cowley saw George Willard standing and apparently lis… tening at the back door of the Eagle printshop; a situation had arisen that always stirred the son's wrath。 The traveling man talked and Ebenezer lis… tened; his whole figure expressing uncertainty。 〃You see how quickly it is done;〃 said the traveling man; who had for sale a small flat metal substitute for collar buttons。 With one hand he quickly unfastened a collar from his shirt and then fastened it on again。 He assumed a flattering wheedling tone。 〃I tell you what; men have come to the end of all this fooling with collar buttons and you are the man to make money out of the change that is coming。 I am offer… ing you the exclusive agency for this town。 Take twenty dozen of these fasteners and I'll not visit any other store。 I'll leave the field to you。〃
The traveling man leaned over the counter and tapped with his finger on Ebenezer's breast。 〃It's an opportunity and I want you to take it;〃 he urged。 〃A friend of mine told me about you。 'See that man Cowley;' he said。 'He's a live one。'〃
The traveling man paused and waited。 Taking a book from his pocket he began writing out the order。 Still holding the shoe in his hand Elmer Cow… ley went through the store; past the two absorbed men; to a glass showcase near the front door。 He took a cheap revolver from the case and began to wave it about。 〃You get out of here!〃 he shrieked。 〃We don't want any collar fasteners here。〃 An idea came to him。 〃Mind; I'm not making any threat;〃 he added。 〃I don't say I'll shoot。 Maybe I just took this gun out of the case to look at it。 But you better get out。 Yes sir; I'll say that。 You better grab up your things and get out。〃
The young storekeeper's voice rose to a scream and going behind the counter he began to advance upon the two men。 〃We're through being fools here!〃 he cried。 〃We ain't going to buy any more stuff until we begin to sell。 We ain't going to keep on being queer and have folks staring and listening。 You get out of here!〃
The traveling man left。 Raking the samples of col… lar fasteners off the counter into a black leather bag; he ran。 He was a small man and very bow…legged and he ran awkwardly。 The black bag caught against the door and he stumbled and fell。 〃Crazy; that's what he iscrazy!〃 he sputtered as he arose from the sidewalk and hurried away。
In the store Elmer Cowley and his father stared at each other。 Now that the immediate object of his wrath had fled; the younger man was embarrassed。 〃Well; I meant it。 I think we've been queer long enough;〃 he declared; going to the showcase and replacing the revolver。 Sitting on a barrel he pulled on and fastened the shoe he had been holding in his hand。 He was waiting for some word of under… standing from his father but when Ebenezer spoke his words only served to reawaken the wrath in the son and the young man ran out of the store without replying。 Scratching his grey beard with his long dirty fingers; the merchant looked at his son with the same wavering uncertain stare with which he had confronted the traveling man。 〃I'll be starched;〃 he said softly。 〃Well; well; I'll be washed and ironed and starched!〃
Elmer Cowley went out of Winesburg and along a country road that paralleled the railroad track。 He did not know where he was going or what he was going to do。 In the shelter of a deep cut where the road; after turning sharply to the right; dipped under the tracks he stopped and the passion that had been the cause of his outburst in the store began to again find expression。 〃I will not be queerone to be looked at and listened to;〃 he declared aloud。 〃I'll be like other people。 I'll show that George Wil… lard。 He'll find out。 I'll show him!〃
The distraught young man stood in the middle of the road and glared back at the town。 He did not know the reporter George Willard and had no spe… cial feeling concerning the tall boy who ran about town gathering the town news。 The reporter had merely come; by his presence in the office and in the printshop of the Winesburg Eagle; to stand for something in the young merchant's mind。 He thought the boy who passed and repassed Cowley & Son's store and who stopped to talk to people in the street must be thinking of him and perhaps laughing at him。 George Willard; he felt; belonged to the town; typified the town; represented in his person the spirit of the town。 Elmer Cowley could not have believed that George Willard had also his days of unhappiness; that vague hungers and secret unnam… able desires visited also his mind。 Did he not repre… sent public opinion and had not the public opinion of Winesburg condemned the Cowleys to queerness? Did he not walk whistling and laughing through Main Street? Might not one by striking his person strike also the greater enemythe thing that smiled and went its own waythe judgment of Winesburg?
Elmer Cowley was extraordinarily tall and his arms were long and powerful。 His hair; his eye… brows; and the downy beard that had begun to grow upon his chin; were pale almost to whiteness。 His teeth protruded from between his lips and his eyes were blue with the colorless blueness of the marbles called 〃aggies〃 that the boys of Winesburg carried in their pockets。 Elmer had lived in Wines… burg for a year and had made no friends。 He was; he felt; one condemned to go through life without friends and he hated the thought。
Sullenly the tall young man tramped along the road with his hands stuffed into his trouser pockets。 The day was cold with a raw wind; but presently the sun began to shine and the road became soft and muddy。 The tops of the ridges of frozen mud that formed the road began to melt and the mud clung to Elmer's shoes。 His feet became cold。 When he had gone several miles he turned off the road; crossed a field and entered a wood。 In the wood he gathered sticks to build a fire; by which he sat trying to warm himself; miserable in body and in mind。
For two hours he sat on the log by the fire and then; arising and creeping cautiously through a mass of underbrush; he went to a fence and looked across fields to a small farmhouse surrounded by low sheds。 A smile came to his lips and he began making motions with his long arms to a man who was husking corn in one of the fields。
In his hour of misery the young merchant had returned to the farm where he had lived through boyhood and where there was another human being to whom he felt he could explain himself。 The man on the farm was a half…witted old fellow named Mook。 He had once been employed by Ebenezer Cowley and had stayed on the farm when it was sold。 The old man lived in one of the unpainted sheds back of the farmhouse and puttered about all day in the fields。
Mook the half…wit lived happily。 With childlike faith he believed in the intelligence of the animals that lived in the sheds with him; and when he was lonely held long conversations with the cows; the pigs; and even with the chickens that ran about the barnyard。 He it was who had put the expression regarding being 〃laundered〃 into the mouth of his former employ