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shall be softly cradled; will yet seem thy bosom; Antony! Oh; I die!
come; Antonyand give me peace!〃
Even in my fury I had quailed beneath her scorn; for home flew the
arrows of her winged words。 Alas! and alas! it was /true/the shaft
of my vengeance fell upon my own head; never had I loved her as I
loved her now。 My soul was rent with jealous torture; and thus I swore
she should not die。
〃Peace!〃 I cried; 〃what peace is there for thee? Oh! ye Holy Three;
hear now my prayer。 Osiris; loosen Thou the bonds of Hell and send
forth those whom I shall summon! Come Ptolemy; poisoned of thy sister
Cleopatra; come Arsino?; murdered in the sanctuary by thy sister
Cleopatra; come Sepa; tortured to death of Cleopatra; come Divine
Menkau…ra; whose body Cleopatra tore and whose curse she braved for
greed; come one; come all who have died at the hands of Cleopatra!
Rush from the breast of Nout and greet her who murdered you! By the
link of mystic union; by the symbol of the Life; Spirits; I summon
you!〃
Thus I spoke the spell; while Charmion; affrighted; clung to my robe;
and the dying Cleopatra; resting on her hands; swung slowly to and
fro; gazing with vacant eyes。
Then the answer came。 The casement burst asunder; and on flittering
wings that great bat entered which last I had seen hanging to the
eunuch's chin in the womb of the pyramid of /Her/。 Thrice it circled
round; once it hovered o'er dead Iras; then flew to where the dying
woman stood。 To her it flew; on her breast it settled; clinging to
that emerald which was dragged from the dead heart of Menkau…ra。
Thrice the grey Horror screamed aloud; thrice it beat its bony wings;
and lo! it was gone。
Then suddenly within that chamber sprang up the Shapes of Death。 There
was Arsino?; the beautiful; even as she had shrunk beneath the
butcher's knife。 There was young Ptolemy; his features twisted by the
poisoned cup。 There was the majesty of Menkau…ra; crowned with the
ur?us crown; there was grave Sepa; his flesh all torn by the
torturer's hooks; there were those poisoned slaves; and there were
others without number; shadowy and dreadful to behold! who; thronging
that narrow chamber; stood silently fixing their glassy eyes upon the
face of her who slew them!
〃Behold! Cleopatra!〃 I said。 〃/Behold thy peace; and die!/〃
〃Ay!〃 said Charmion。 〃Behold and die! thou who didst rob me of my
honour; and Egypt of her King!〃
She looked; she saw the awful Shapesher Spirit; hurrying from the
flesh; mayhap could hear words to which my ears were deaf。 Then her
face sank in with terror; her great eyes grew pale; and; shrieking;
Cleopatra fell and died: passing; with that dread company; to her
appointed place。
Thus; then; I; Harmachis; fed my soul with vengeance; fulfilling the
justice of the Gods; and yet knew myself empty of all joy therein。 For
though that thing we worship doth bring us ruin; and Love being more
pitiless than Death; we in turn do pay all our sorrow back; yet we
must worship on; yet stretch out our arms towards our lost Desire; and
pour our heart's blood upon the shrine of our discrowned God。
For Love is of the Spirit; and knows not Death。
CHAPTER IX
OF THE FAREWELL OF CHARMION; OF THE DEATH OF CHARMION; OF
THE DEATH OF THE OLD WIFE; ATOUA; OF THE COMING OF HARMACHIS
TO ABOUTHIS; OF HIS CONFESSION IN THE HALL OF SIX…AND…THIRTY
PILLARS; AND OF THE DECLARING OF THE DOOM OF HARMACHIS
Charmion unclasped my arm; to which she had clung in terror。
〃Thy vengeance; thou dark Harmachis;〃 she said; in a hoarse voice; 〃is
a thing hideous to behold! O lost Egypt; with all thy sins thou wast
indeed a Queen!
〃Come; aid me; Prince; let us stretch this poor clay upon the bed and
deck it royally; so that it may give its dumb audience to the
messengers of C?sar as becomes the last of Egypt's Queens。〃
I spoke no word in answer; for my heart was very heavy; and now that
all was done I was weary。 Together; then; we lifted up the body and
laid it on the golden bed。 Charmion placed the ur?us crown upon the
ivory brow; and combed the night…dark hair that showed never a thread
of silver; and; for the last time; shut those eyes wherein had shone
all the changing glories of the sea。 She folded the chill hands upon
the breast whence Passion's breath had fled; and straightened the bent
knees beneath the broidered robe; and by the head set flowers。 And
there at length Cleopatra lay; more splendid now in her cold majesty
of death than in her richest hour of breathing beauty!
We drew back and looked on her; and on dead Iras at her feet。
〃It is done!〃 quoth Charmion; 〃we are avenged; and now; Harmachis;
dost follow by this same road?〃 And she nodded towards the phial on
the board。
〃Nay; Charmion。 I flyI fly to a heavier death! Not thus easily may I
end my space of earthly penance。〃
〃So be it; Harmachis! And I; HarmachisI fly also; but with swifter
wings。 My game is played。 I; too; have made atonement。 Oh! what a
bitter fate is mine; to have brought misery on all I love; and; in the
end; to die unloved! To thee I have atoned; to my angered Gods I have
atoned; and now I go to find a way whereby I may atone to Cleopatra in
that Hell where she is; and which I must share! For she loved me well;
Harmachis; and; now that she is dead; methinks that; after thee; I
loved her best of all。 So of her cup and the cup of Iras I will surely
drink!〃 And she took the phial; and with a steady hand poured what was
left of the poison into the goblet。
〃Bethink thee; Charmion;〃 I said; 〃yet mayst thou live for many years;
hiding these sorrows beneath the withered days。〃
〃Yet I may; but I will not! To live the prey of so many memories; the
fount of an undying shame that night by night; as I lie sleepless;
shall well afresh from my sorrow…stricken heart!to live torn by a
love I cannot lose!to stand alone like some storm…twisted tree; and;
sighing day by day to the winds of heaven; gaze upon the desert of my
life; while I wait the lingering lightning's strokenay; that will
not I; Harmachis! I had died long since; but I lived on to serve thee;
now no more thou needest me; and I go。 Oh; fare thee well!for ever
fare thee well! For not again shall I look again upon thy face; and
there I go thou goest not! For thou dost not love me who still dost
love that queenly woman thou hast hounded to the death! Her thou shalt
never win; and I thee shall never win; and this is the bitter end of
Fate! See; Harmachis: I ask one boon before I go and for all time
become naught to thee but a memory of shame。 Tell me that thou dost
forgive me so far as thine is to forgive; and in token thereof kiss me
with no lover's kiss; but kiss me on the brow; and bid me pass in
peace。〃
And she drew near to me with arms outstretched and pitiful trembling
lips and gazed upon my face。
〃Charmion;〃 I answered; 〃we are free to act for good or evil; and yet
methinks there is a Fate above our fate; that; blowing from some
strange shore; compels our little sails of purpose; set them as we
will; and drives us to destruction。 I forgive thee; Charmion; as I
trust in turn to be forgiven; and by this kiss; the first and the
last; I seal our peace。〃 And with my lips I touched her brow。
She spoke no more; only for a little while she stood gazing on me with
sad eyes。 Then she lifted the goblet; and said:
〃Royal Harmachis; in this deadly cup I pledge thee! Would that I had
drunk of it ere ever I looked upon thy face! Pharaoh; who; thy sins
outworn; yet shalt rule in perfect peace o'er worlds I may not tread;
who yet shalt sway a kinglier sceptre than that I robbed thee of; for
ever; fare thee well!〃
She drank; cast down the cup; and for a moment stood with the wide
eyes of one who looks for Death。 Then He came; and Charmion the
Egyptian fell prone upon the floor; dead。 And for a moment more I
stood alone with the dead。
I crept to the side of Cleopatra; and; now that none were left to see;
I sat down on the bed and laid her head upon my knee; as once before
it had been laid in that night of sacrilege beneath the shadow of the
everlasting pyramid。 Then I kissed her chill brow and went from the
House of Deathavenged; but sorely smitten with despair!
〃Physician;〃 said the officer of the Guard as I went through the
gates; 〃what passes yonder in the Monument? Methought I heard the
sounds of death。〃
〃Naught passesall hath passed;〃 I made reply; and went。
And as I went in the darkness I heard the sound of voices and the
running of the feet of C?sar's messengers。
Flying swiftly to my house I found Atoua waiting at the gates。 She
drew me into a quiet chamber and closed the doors。
〃Is it done?〃 she asked; and turned her wrinkled face to mine; while
the lamplight streamed white upon her snowy hair。 〃Nay; why ask II
know that it is don