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  in the pause that followed; Dellius spoke once more。
  〃Then; royal Egypt; my word to Antony is word of War?〃
  〃Nay;〃 she answered; 〃it shall be one of Peace。 Listen; we said that
  we would not come to make answer to these charges; nor will we。 But〃
  and she smiled for the first time〃we will gladly come; and that
  swiftly; in royal friendship to make known our fellowship of peace
  upon the banks of Cydnus。〃
  I heard; and was bewildered。 Could I hear aright? Was it thus that
  Cleopatra kept her oaths? Moved beyond the hold of reason; I lifted up
  my voice and cried:
  〃O Queen; /remember!/〃
  She turned upon me like a lioness; with a flashing of the eyes and a
  swift shake of her lovely head。
  〃Peace; Slave!〃 she said; 〃who bade thee break in upon our counsels?
  Mind thou thy stars; and leave matters of the world to the rulers of
  the world!〃
  I sank back shamed; and; as I did so; once more I saw the smile of
  triumph on the face of Charmion; followed by what was; perhaps; the
  shadow of pity for my fall。
  〃Now that yon brawling charlatan;〃 said Dellius; pointing at me with
  his jewelled finger; 〃has been rebuked; grant me leave; O Egypt; to
  thank thee from my heart for these gentle words〃
  〃We ask no thanks from thee; noble Dellius; nor lies it in thy mouth
  to chide our servant;〃 broke in Cleopatra; frowning heavily; 〃we will
  take thanks from the lips of Antony alone。 Get thee to thy master; and
  say to him that before he can make ready a fitting welcome our keels
  shall follow in the track of thine。 And now; farewell! Thou shalt find
  some small token of our bounty upon thy vessel。〃
  Dellius bowed thrice and withdrew; while the Court stood waiting the
  Queen's word。 And I; too; waited; wondering if she would yet make good
  her promise; and name me royal Spouse there in the face of Egypt。 But
  she said nothing。 Only; still frowning heavily; she rose; and;
  followed by her guards; left the throne; and passed into the Alabaster
  Hall。 Then the Court broke up; and as the lords and councillors went
  by they looked on me with mockery。 For though none knew all my secret;
  nor how it stood between me and Cleopatra; yet they were jealous of
  the favour shown me by the Queen; and rejoiced greatly at my fall。 But
  I took no heed of their mocking as I stood dazed with misery and felt
  the world of Hope slip from beneath my feet。
  CHAPTER XIII
  OF THE REPROACH OF HARMACHIS; OF THE STRUGGLE OF HARMACHIS
  WITH THE GUARDS; OF THE BLOW OF BRENNUS; AND OF THE SECRET
  SPEECH OF CLEOPATRA
  And at length; all being gone; I; too; turned to go; when a eunuch
  struck me on the shoulder and roughly bade me wait on the presence of
  the Queen。 An hour past this fellow would have crawled to me on his
  knees; but he had heard; and now he treated meso brutish is the
  nature of such slavesas the world treats the fallen; with scorn。 For
  to come low after being great is to learn all shame。 Unhappy;
  therefore; are the Great; for they may fall!
  I turned upon the slave with so fierce a word that; cur…like; he
  sprang behind me; then I passed on to the Alabaster Hall; and was
  admitted by the guards。 In the centre of the hall; near the fountain;
  sat Cleopatra; and with her were Charmion and the Greek girl Iras; and
  Merira and other of her waiting…ladies。 〃Go;〃 she said to these; 〃I
  would speak with my astrologer。〃 So they went; and left us face to
  face。
  〃Stand thou there;〃 she said; lifting her eyes for the first time。
  〃Come not nigh me; Harmachis: I trust thee not。 Perchance thou hast
  found another dagger。 Now; what hast thou to say? By what right didst
  thou dare to break in upon my talk with the Roman?〃
  I felt the blood rush through me like a storm; bitterness and burning
  anger took hold of my heart。 〃What hast /thou/ to say; Cleopatra?〃 I
  answered boldly。 〃Where is thy vow; sworn on the dead heart of
  Menkau…ra; the ever…living? Where now thy challenge to this Roman
  Antony? Where thy oath that thou wouldest call me 'husband' in the
  face of Egypt?〃 and I choked and ceased。
  〃Well doth it become Harmachis; who never was forsworn; to speak to me
  of oaths!〃 she said in bitter mockery。 〃And yet; O thou most pure
  Priest of Isis; and yet; O thou most faithful friend; who never didst
  betray thy friends; and yet; O thou most steadfast; honourable; and
  upright man; who never bartered thy birthright; thy country; and thy
  cause for the price of a woman's passing loveby what token knowest
  thou that my word is void?〃
  〃I will not answer thy taunts; Cleopatra;〃 I said; holding back my
  heart as best I might; 〃for I have earned them all; though not from
  thee。 By this token; then; I know it。 Thou goest to visit Antony; thou
  goest; as said that Roman knave; 'tricked in thy best attire;' to
  feast with him whom thou shouldst give to vultures for their feast。
  Perhaps; for aught I know; thou art about to squander those treasures
  that thou hast filched from the body of Menkau…ra; those treasures
  stored against the need of Egypt; upon wanton revels which shall
  complete the shame of Egypt。 By these things; then; I know that thou
  art forsworn; and I; who; loving thee; believed thee; tricked; and by
  this; also; that thou who didst but yesternight swear to wed me; dost
  to…day cover me with taunts; and even before that Roman put me to an
  open shame!〃
  〃To wed thee? and I did swear to wed thee? Well; and what is marriage?
  Is it the union of the heart; that bond beautiful as gossamer and than
  gossamer more light; which binds soul to soul; as they float through
  the dreamy night of passion; a bond to be; perchance; melted in the
  dews of dawn? Or is it the iron link of enforced; unchanging union
  whereby if sinks the one the other must be dragged beneath the sea of
  circumstance; there; like a punished slave; to perish of unavoidable
  corruption?'*' Marriage! /I/ to marry! /I/ to forget freedom and court
  the worst slavery of our sex; which; by the selfish will of man; the
  stronger; still binds us to a bed grown hateful; and enforces a
  service that love mayhap no longer hallows! Of what use; then; to be a
  Queen; if thereby I may not escape the evil of the meanly born? Mark
  thou; Harmachis: Woman being grown hath two ills to fearDeath and
  Marriage; and of these twain is Marriage the more vile; for in Death
  we may find rest; but in Marriage; should it fail us; we must find
  hell。 Nay; being above the breath of common slander that enviously
  would blast those who of true virtue will not consent to stretch
  affection's links; I /love/; Harmachis; but I /marry/ not!〃
  '*' Referring to the Roman custom of chaining a living felon to the
  body of one already dead。Editor。
  〃And yesternight; Cleopatra; thou didst swear that thou wouldst wed
  me; and call me to thy side before the face of Egypt!〃
  〃And yesternight; Harmachis; the red ring round the moon marked the
  coming of the storm; and yet the day is fair! But who knows that the
  tempest may not break to…morrow? Who knows that I have not chosen the
  easier path to save Egypt from the Roman? Who knows; Harmachis; that
  thou shalt not still call me wife?〃
  Then I no longer could bear her falsehood; for I saw that she but
  played with me。 And so I spoke that which was in my heart:
  〃Cleopatra!〃 I cried;〃 thou didst swear to protect Egypt; and thou art
  about to betray Egypt to the Roman! Thou didst swear to use the
  treasures that I revealed to thee for the service of Egypt; and thou
  art about to use them to be her means of shameto fashion them as
  fetters for her wrists! Thou didst swear to wed me; who loved thee;
  and for thee gave all; and thou dost mock me and reject me! Therefore
  I saywith the voice of the dread Gods I say it!that on /thee/
  shall fall the curse of Menkau…ra; whom thou hast robbed indeed! Let
  me go hence and work out my fate! Let me go; O thou fair Shame! thou
  living Lie! whom I have loved to my doom; and who hast brought upon me
  the last curse of doom! Let me hide myself and see thy face no more!〃
  She rose in her wrath; and she was terrible to see。
  〃Let thee go to stir up evil against me! Nay; Harmachis; thou shalt
  not go to build new plots against my throne! I say to thee that thou;
  too; shalt come to visit Antony in Cilicia; and there; perchance; I
  will let thee go!〃 And ere I could answer; she had struck upon the
  silver gong that hung near her。
  Before its rich echo had died away; Charmion and the waiting…women
  entered from one door; and from the other; a file of soldiersfour of
  them of the Queen's bodyguard; mighty men; with winged helmets and
  long fair hair。
  〃Seize that traitor!〃 cried Cleopatra; pointing to me。 The captain of
  the guardit was Brennussaluted and came towards me with drawn
  sword。
  But I; being mad and desperate; and caring little if they slew me;
  flew straight at his throat; and dealt him such a heavy blow that the
  great man fell headlong; and his armour