第 38 节
作者:人生几何      更新:2022-07-08 12:26      字数:9321
  are those dear nights; dead is the moon that lit them; the waters
  which rocked us on their breast are lost in the wide salt sea; and
  where we kissed and clung there lips unborn shall kiss and cling! How
  beautiful was their promise; doomed; like an unfruitful blossom; to
  wither; fall; and rot! and their fulfilment; ah; how drear! For all
  things end in darkness and in ashes; and those who sow in folly shall
  reap in sorrow。 Ah! those nights upon the Nile!
  And so at length once more we stood within the hateful walls of that
  fair palace on the Lochias; and the dream was done。
  〃Whither hast thou wandered with Cleopatra; Harmachis?〃 Charmion asked
  of me when I met her by chance on that day of return。 〃On some new
  mission of betrayal? Or was it but a love…journey?〃
  〃I went with Cleopatra upon secret business of the State;〃 I answered
  sternly。
  〃So! Those who go secretly; go evilly; and foul birds love to fly at
  night。 Not but what thou art wise; for it would scarce beseem thee;
  Harmachis; to show thy face openly in Egypt。〃
  I heard; and felt my passion rise within me; for I could ill bear this
  fair girl's scorn。
  〃Hast thou never a word without a sting?〃 I asked。 〃Know; then; that I
  went whither thou hadst not dared to go; to gather means to hold Egypt
  from the grasp of Antony。〃
  〃So;〃 she answered; looking up swiftly。 〃Thou foolish man! Thou hadst
  done better to save thy labour; for Antony will grasp Egypt in thy
  despite。 What power hast thou to…day in Egypt?〃
  〃That he may do in my despite; but in despite of Cleopatra that he
  cannot do;〃 I said。
  〃Nay; but with the /aid/ of Cleopatra he can and will do it;〃 she
  answered with a bitter smile。 〃When the Queen sails in state up Cydnus
  stream she will surely draw this coarse Antony thence to Alexandria;
  conquering; and yet; like thee; a slave!〃
  〃It is false! I say that it is false! Cleopatra goes not to Tarsus;
  and Antony comes not to Alexandria; or; if he come; it will be to take
  the chance of war。〃
  〃Now; thinkest thou thus?〃 she answered with a little laugh。 〃Well; if
  it please thee; think as thou wilt。 Within three days thou shalt know。
  It is pretty to see how easily thou art fooled。 Farewell! Go; dream on
  Love; for surely Love is sweet。〃
  And she went; leaving me angered and troubled at heart。
  I saw Cleopatra no more that day; but on the day which followed I saw
  her。 She was in a heavy mood; and had no gentle word for me。 I spake
  to her of the defence of Egypt; but she put the matter away。
  〃Why dost thou weary me?〃 she said with anger; 〃canst thou not see
  that I am lost in troubles? When Dellius has had his answer to…morrow
  then we will speak of these matters。〃
  〃Ay;〃 I said; 〃when Dellius has had his answer; and knowest thou that
  but yesterday; Charmionwhom about the palace they name the 'Keeper
  of the Queen's secrets'Charmion swore that the answer would be 'Go
  in peace; I come to Antony!'〃
  〃Charmion knows nothing of my heart;〃 said Cleopatra; stamping her
  foot in anger; 〃and if she talk so freely the girl shall be scourged
  out of my Court; as is her desert。 Though; in truth;〃 she added; 〃she
  has more wisdom in that small head of hers than all my privy
  councillorsay; and more wit to use it。 Knowest thou that I have sold
  a portion of those gems to the rich Jews of Alexandria; and at a great
  price; ay; at five thousand sestertia for each one?'*' But a few; in
  truth; for they could not buy more as yet。 It was rare to see their
  eyes when they fell upon them: they grew large as apples with avarice
  and wonder。 And now leave me; Harmachis; for I am weary。 The memory of
  that dreadful night is with me yet。〃
  '*' About forty thousand pounds of our money。Editor。
  I bowed and rose to go; and yet stood wavering。
  〃Pardon me; Cleopatra; it is of our marriage。〃
  〃Our marriage! Why; are we not indeed already wed?〃 she answered。
  〃Yes; but not before the world。 Thou didst promise。〃
  〃Ay; Harmachis; I promised; and to…morrow; when I have rid me of this
  Dellius; I will keep my promise; and name thee Cleopatra's Lord before
  the Court。 See that thou art in thy place。 Art content?〃
  And she stretched out her hand for me to kiss; looking on me with
  strange eyes; as though she struggled with herself。 Then I went; but
  that night I strove once more to see Cleopatra; and could not。 〃The
  Lady Charmion was with the Queen;〃 so said the eunuchs; and none might
  enter。
  On the morrow the Court met in the great hall one hour before mid…day;
  and I went thither with a trembling heart to hear Cleopatra's answer
  to Dellius; and to hear myself also named King…consort to the Queen of
  Egypt。 It was a full and splendid Court; there were councillors;
  lords; captains; eunuchs; and waiting…women; all save Charmion。 The
  house passed; but Cleopatra and Charmion came not。 At length Charmion
  entered gently by a side entrance; and took her place among the
  waiting…ladies about the throne。 Even as she did so she cast a glance
  at me; and there was triumph in her eyes; though I knew not over what
  she triumphed。 I little guessed that she had but now brought about my
  ruin and sealed the fate of Egypt。
  Then presently the trumpets blared; and; clad in her robes of state;
  the ur?us crown upon her head; and on her breast; flashing like a
  star; that great emerald scarab?us which she had dragged from dead
  Pharaoh's heart; Cleopatra swept in splendour to her throne; followed
  by a glittering guard of Northmen。 Her lovely face was dark; dark were
  her slumbrous eyes; and none might read their message; though all that
  Court searched them for a sign of what should come。 She seated herself
  slowly as one who may not be moved; and spoke to the chief of the
  heralds in the Greek tongue:
  〃Does the Ambassador of the noble Antony wait?〃
  The herald bowed low and made assent。
  〃Let him come in and hear our answer。〃
  The doors were flung wide; and; followed by his train of knights;
  Dellius; clad in his golden armour and his purple mantle; walked with
  cat…like step up the great hall; and made obeisance before the throne。
  〃Most royal and beauteous Egypt;〃 he said; in his soft voice; 〃as thou
  hast graciously been pleased to bid me; thy servant; I am here to take
  thy answer to the letter of the noble Antony the Triumvir; whom
  to…morrow I sail to meet at Tarsus; in Cilicia。 And I will say this;
  royal Egypt; craving pardon the while for the boldness of my speech
  bethink thee well before words that cannot be unspoken fall from those
  sweet lips。 Defy Antony; and Antony will wreck thee。 But; like thy
  mother Aphrodité; rise glorious on his sight from the bosom of the
  Cyprian wave; and for wreck he will give thee all that can be dear to
  woman's royaltyEmpire; and pomp of place; cities and the sway of
  men; fame and wealth; and the Diadem of rule made sure。 For mark:
  Antony holds this Eastern World in the hollow of his warlike hand; at
  his will kings are; and at his frown they cease to be。〃
  And he bowed his head and; folding his hands meekly on his breast;
  awaited answer。
  For a while Cleopatra answered not; but sat like the Sphinx Horemkhu;
  dumb and inscrutable; gazing with lost eyes down the length of that
  great hall。
  Then; like soft music; her answer came; and trembling I listened for
  Egypt's challenge to the Roman:
  〃Noble Dellius;We have bethought us much of the matter of thy
  message from great Antony to our poor Royalty of Egypt。 We have
  bethought us much; and we have taken counsel from the oracles of the
  Gods; from the wisest among our friends; and from the teachings of our
  heart; that ever; like a nesting bird; broods over our people's weal。
  Sharp are the words that thou has brought across the sea; methinks
  they had been better fitted to the ears of some petty half…tamed
  prince than to those of Egypt's Queen。 Therefore we have numbered the
  legions that we can gather; and the triremes and the galleys wherewith
  we may breast the sea; and the moneys which shall buy us all things
  wanting to our war。 And we find this; that; though Antony be strong;
  yet has Egypt naught to fear from the strength of Antony。〃
  She paused; and a murmur of applause of her high words ran down the
  hall。 Only Dellius stretched out his hand as though to push them back。
  Then came the end!
  〃Noble Dellius;Half are we minded there to bid our tongue stop; and;
  strong in our fortresses of stone; and our other fortresses built of
  the hearts of men; abide the issue。 And yet thou shalt not go thus。 We
  are guiltless of those charges against us that have come to the ears
  of noble Antony; and which now he rudely shouts in ours; nor will we
  journey into Cilicia to answer them。〃
  Here the murmur arose anew; while my heart beat high in triumph; and
  in the pause that followed; Dellius spoke once more。
  〃Then; royal Egypt; my word to Antony is word of W