第 22 节
作者:人生几何      更新:2022-07-08 12:26      字数:9321
  And as I cried the Thing; perfect in every part; leapt into form
  before us; suddenly as the flash of day。 His shape was the shape of
  royal C?sar; the toga thrown about his face; and on his form a
  vestment bloody from a hundred wounds。 An instant so he stood; then I
  waved my wand and he was gone。
  I turned to the two women on the couch; and saw Cleopatra's lovely
  face all clothed in terror。 Her lips were ashy white; her eyes stared
  wide; and all the flesh was shaking on her bones。
  〃Man!〃 she gasped; 〃man! who and what art thou who canst bring the
  dead before our eyes?〃
  〃I am the Queen's astronomer; magician; servantwhat the Queen
  wills;〃 I answered; laughing。 〃Was this the form that was on the
  Queen's mind?〃
  She made no answer; but; rising; left the chamber by another door。
  Then Charmion rose also and took her hands from her face; for she;
  too; had been stricken with dread。
  〃How dost thou these things; royal Harmachis?〃 she said。 〃Tell me; for
  of a truth I fear thee。〃
  〃Be not afraid;〃 I answered。 〃Perchance thou didst see nothing but
  what was in my mind。 All things are shadows。 How canst thou; then;
  know their nature; or what is and what only seems to be? But how goes
  it? Remember; Charmion; this sport is played to an end。〃
  〃It goes well;〃 she said。 〃By to…morrow morning's dawn these tales
  will have gone round; and thou wilt be more feared than any man in
  Alexandria。 Follow me; I pray thee。〃
  CHAPTER IV
  OF THE WAYS OF CHARMION; AND OF THE CROWNING OF HARMACHIS
  AS THE KING OF LOVE
  On the following day I received the writing of my appointment as
  Astrologer and Magician…in…Chief to the Queen; with the pay and
  perquisites of that office; which were not small。 Rooms were given me
  in the palace; also; through which I passed at night to the high
  watch…tower; whence I looked on the stars and drew their auguries。 For
  at this time Cleopatra was much troubled about matters political; and
  not knowing how the great struggle among the Roman factions would end;
  but being very desirous to side with the strongest; she took constant
  counsel with me as to the warnings of the stars。 These I read to her
  in such manner as best seemed to fit the high interest of my ends。 For
  Antony; the Roman Triumvir; was now in Asia Minor; and; rumour ran;
  very wroth because it had been told him that Cleopatra was hostile to
  the Triumvirate; in that her General; Serapion; had aided Cassius。 But
  Cleopatra protested loudly to me and others that Serapion had acted
  against her will。 Yet Charmion told me that; as with Allienus; it was
  because of a prophecy of Dioscorides the unlucky that the Queen
  herself had secretly ordered Serapion so to do。 Still; this did not
  save Serapion; for to prove to Antony that she was innocent she
  dragged the General from the sanctuary and slew him。 Woe be to those
  who carry out the will of tyrants if the scale should rise against
  them! And so Serapion perished。
  Meanwhile all things went well with us; for the minds of Cleopatra and
  those about her were so set upon affairs abroad that neither she nor
  they thought of revolt at home。 But day by day our party gathered
  strength in the cities of Egypt; and even in Alexandria; which is to
  Egypt as another land; all things being foreign there。 Day by day;
  those who doubted were won over and sworn to the cause by that oath
  which cannot be broken; and our plans of action more firmly laid。 And
  every other day I went forth from the palace to take counsel with my
  uncle Sepa; and there at his house met the Nobles and the great
  priests who were for the party of Khem。
  I saw much of Cleopatra; the Queen; and I was ever more astonished at
  the wealth and splendour of her mind; that for richness and variety
  was as a woven cloth of gold throwing back all lights from its
  changing face。 She feared me somewhat; and therefore wished to make a
  friend of me; asking me of many matters that seemed to be beyond the
  province of my office。 I saw much of the Lady Charmion alsoindeed;
  she was ever at my side; so that I scarce knew when she came and when
  she went。 For she would draw nigh with that soft step of hers; and I
  would turn to find her at hand and watching me beneath the long lashes
  of her downcast eyes。 There was no service that was too hard for her;
  and no task too long; for day and night she laboured for me and for
  our cause。
  But when I thanked her for her loyalty; and said it should be had in
  mind in that time which was at hand; she stamped her foot; and pouted
  with her lips; like an angry child; saying that; among all the things
  which I had learned; this had I not learnedthat Love's service asked
  no payment; and was its own guerdon。 And I; being innocent in such
  matters; and; foolish that I was; holding the ways of women as of
  small account; read her sayings in the sense that her services to the
  cause of Khem; which she loved; brought with them their own reward。
  But when I praised so fine a spirit; she burst into angry tears and
  left me wondering。 For I knew nothing of the trouble at her heart。 I
  knew not then that; unsought; this woman had given me her love; and
  that she was rent and torn by pangs of passion fixed like arrows in
  her breast。 I did not knowhow should I know it; who never looked
  upon her otherwise than as an instrument of our joint and holy cause?
  Her beauty never stirred meno; not even when she leaned over me and
  breathed upon my hair; I never thought of it otherwise than as a man
  thinks of the beauty of a statue。 What had I to do with such delights;
  I who was sworn to Isis and dedicate to the cause of Egypt? O ye Gods;
  bear me witness that I am innocent of this thing which was the source
  of all my woe and the woe of Khem!
  How strange a thing is this love of woman; that is so small in its
  beginning and in its ends so great! See; at the first it is as the
  little spring of water welling from a mountain's heart。 And at the
  last what is it? It is a mighty river that floats argosies of joy and
  makes wide lands to smile。 Or; perchance; it is a torrent to wash in a
  flood of ruin across the fields of Hope; bursting in the barriers of
  design; and bringing to tumbled nothingness the tenement of man's
  purity and the temples of his faith。 For when the Invisible conceived
  the order of the universe He set this seed of woman's love within its
  plan; that by its most unequal growth is doomed to bring about
  equality of law。 For now it lifts the low to heights untold; and now
  it brings the noble to the level of the dust。 And thus; while Woman;
  that great surprise of nature; is; Good and Evil can never grow apart。
  For still She stands; and; blind with love; shoots the shuttle of our
  fate; and pours sweet water into the cup of bitterness; and poisons
  the wholesome breath of life with the doom of her desire。 Turn this
  way and turn that; She is at hand to meet thee。 Her weakness is thy
  strength; her might is thy undoing。 Of her thou art; to her thou
  goest。 She is thy slave; yet holds thee captive; at her touch honour
  withers; locks open; and barriers fall。 She is infinite as ocean; she
  is variable as heaven; and her name is the Unforeseen。 Man; strive not
  to escape from Woman and the love of woman; for; fly where thou wilt;
  She is yet thy fate; and whate'er thou buildest thou buildest it for
  her!
  And thus it came to pass that I; Harmachis; who had put such matters
  far from me; was yet doomed to fall by the thing I held of no account。
  For; see; this Charmion: she loved mewhy; I know not。 Of her own
  thought she learned to love me; and of her love came what shall be
  told。 But I; knowing naught; treated her like a sister; walking as it
  were hand in hand with her towards our common end。
  And so the time passed on; till; at length; all things were made
  ready。
  It was the night before the night when the blow should fall; and there
  were revellings in the palace。 That very day I had seen Sepa; and with
  him the captains of a band of five hundred men; who should burst into
  the palace at midnight on the morrow; when I had slain Cleopatra the
  Queen; and put the Roman and the Gallic legionaries to the sword。 That
  very day I had suborned the Captain Paulus who; since I drew him
  through the gates; was my will's slave。 Half by fear and half by
  promises of great reward I had prevailed upon him; for the watch was
  his; to unbar that small gate which faces to the East at the signal on
  the morrow night。
  All was made readythe flower of Freedom that had been five…and…
  twenty years in growth was on the point of bloom。 Armed companies were
  gathering in every city from Abu to Athu; and spies looked out from
  their walls; awaiting the coming of the messenger who should bring
  tidings that Cleopatra was no more and that Harmachis; the royal
  Egyptian; had seized the throne。
  All was prepared; triumph hung in my hand as a ripe fruit to the hand
  of the plucker。 Yet