第 22 节
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人生几何 更新:2022-07-08 12:26 字数:9321
And as I cried the Thing; perfect in every part; leapt into form
before us; suddenly as the flash of day。 His shape was the shape of
royal C?sar; the toga thrown about his face; and on his form a
vestment bloody from a hundred wounds。 An instant so he stood; then I
waved my wand and he was gone。
I turned to the two women on the couch; and saw Cleopatra's lovely
face all clothed in terror。 Her lips were ashy white; her eyes stared
wide; and all the flesh was shaking on her bones。
〃Man!〃 she gasped; 〃man! who and what art thou who canst bring the
dead before our eyes?〃
〃I am the Queen's astronomer; magician; servantwhat the Queen
wills;〃 I answered; laughing。 〃Was this the form that was on the
Queen's mind?〃
She made no answer; but; rising; left the chamber by another door。
Then Charmion rose also and took her hands from her face; for she;
too; had been stricken with dread。
〃How dost thou these things; royal Harmachis?〃 she said。 〃Tell me; for
of a truth I fear thee。〃
〃Be not afraid;〃 I answered。 〃Perchance thou didst see nothing but
what was in my mind。 All things are shadows。 How canst thou; then;
know their nature; or what is and what only seems to be? But how goes
it? Remember; Charmion; this sport is played to an end。〃
〃It goes well;〃 she said。 〃By to…morrow morning's dawn these tales
will have gone round; and thou wilt be more feared than any man in
Alexandria。 Follow me; I pray thee。〃
CHAPTER IV
OF THE WAYS OF CHARMION; AND OF THE CROWNING OF HARMACHIS
AS THE KING OF LOVE
On the following day I received the writing of my appointment as
Astrologer and Magician…in…Chief to the Queen; with the pay and
perquisites of that office; which were not small。 Rooms were given me
in the palace; also; through which I passed at night to the high
watch…tower; whence I looked on the stars and drew their auguries。 For
at this time Cleopatra was much troubled about matters political; and
not knowing how the great struggle among the Roman factions would end;
but being very desirous to side with the strongest; she took constant
counsel with me as to the warnings of the stars。 These I read to her
in such manner as best seemed to fit the high interest of my ends。 For
Antony; the Roman Triumvir; was now in Asia Minor; and; rumour ran;
very wroth because it had been told him that Cleopatra was hostile to
the Triumvirate; in that her General; Serapion; had aided Cassius。 But
Cleopatra protested loudly to me and others that Serapion had acted
against her will。 Yet Charmion told me that; as with Allienus; it was
because of a prophecy of Dioscorides the unlucky that the Queen
herself had secretly ordered Serapion so to do。 Still; this did not
save Serapion; for to prove to Antony that she was innocent she
dragged the General from the sanctuary and slew him。 Woe be to those
who carry out the will of tyrants if the scale should rise against
them! And so Serapion perished。
Meanwhile all things went well with us; for the minds of Cleopatra and
those about her were so set upon affairs abroad that neither she nor
they thought of revolt at home。 But day by day our party gathered
strength in the cities of Egypt; and even in Alexandria; which is to
Egypt as another land; all things being foreign there。 Day by day;
those who doubted were won over and sworn to the cause by that oath
which cannot be broken; and our plans of action more firmly laid。 And
every other day I went forth from the palace to take counsel with my
uncle Sepa; and there at his house met the Nobles and the great
priests who were for the party of Khem。
I saw much of Cleopatra; the Queen; and I was ever more astonished at
the wealth and splendour of her mind; that for richness and variety
was as a woven cloth of gold throwing back all lights from its
changing face。 She feared me somewhat; and therefore wished to make a
friend of me; asking me of many matters that seemed to be beyond the
province of my office。 I saw much of the Lady Charmion alsoindeed;
she was ever at my side; so that I scarce knew when she came and when
she went。 For she would draw nigh with that soft step of hers; and I
would turn to find her at hand and watching me beneath the long lashes
of her downcast eyes。 There was no service that was too hard for her;
and no task too long; for day and night she laboured for me and for
our cause。
But when I thanked her for her loyalty; and said it should be had in
mind in that time which was at hand; she stamped her foot; and pouted
with her lips; like an angry child; saying that; among all the things
which I had learned; this had I not learnedthat Love's service asked
no payment; and was its own guerdon。 And I; being innocent in such
matters; and; foolish that I was; holding the ways of women as of
small account; read her sayings in the sense that her services to the
cause of Khem; which she loved; brought with them their own reward。
But when I praised so fine a spirit; she burst into angry tears and
left me wondering。 For I knew nothing of the trouble at her heart。 I
knew not then that; unsought; this woman had given me her love; and
that she was rent and torn by pangs of passion fixed like arrows in
her breast。 I did not knowhow should I know it; who never looked
upon her otherwise than as an instrument of our joint and holy cause?
Her beauty never stirred meno; not even when she leaned over me and
breathed upon my hair; I never thought of it otherwise than as a man
thinks of the beauty of a statue。 What had I to do with such delights;
I who was sworn to Isis and dedicate to the cause of Egypt? O ye Gods;
bear me witness that I am innocent of this thing which was the source
of all my woe and the woe of Khem!
How strange a thing is this love of woman; that is so small in its
beginning and in its ends so great! See; at the first it is as the
little spring of water welling from a mountain's heart。 And at the
last what is it? It is a mighty river that floats argosies of joy and
makes wide lands to smile。 Or; perchance; it is a torrent to wash in a
flood of ruin across the fields of Hope; bursting in the barriers of
design; and bringing to tumbled nothingness the tenement of man's
purity and the temples of his faith。 For when the Invisible conceived
the order of the universe He set this seed of woman's love within its
plan; that by its most unequal growth is doomed to bring about
equality of law。 For now it lifts the low to heights untold; and now
it brings the noble to the level of the dust。 And thus; while Woman;
that great surprise of nature; is; Good and Evil can never grow apart。
For still She stands; and; blind with love; shoots the shuttle of our
fate; and pours sweet water into the cup of bitterness; and poisons
the wholesome breath of life with the doom of her desire。 Turn this
way and turn that; She is at hand to meet thee。 Her weakness is thy
strength; her might is thy undoing。 Of her thou art; to her thou
goest。 She is thy slave; yet holds thee captive; at her touch honour
withers; locks open; and barriers fall。 She is infinite as ocean; she
is variable as heaven; and her name is the Unforeseen。 Man; strive not
to escape from Woman and the love of woman; for; fly where thou wilt;
She is yet thy fate; and whate'er thou buildest thou buildest it for
her!
And thus it came to pass that I; Harmachis; who had put such matters
far from me; was yet doomed to fall by the thing I held of no account。
For; see; this Charmion: she loved mewhy; I know not。 Of her own
thought she learned to love me; and of her love came what shall be
told。 But I; knowing naught; treated her like a sister; walking as it
were hand in hand with her towards our common end。
And so the time passed on; till; at length; all things were made
ready。
It was the night before the night when the blow should fall; and there
were revellings in the palace。 That very day I had seen Sepa; and with
him the captains of a band of five hundred men; who should burst into
the palace at midnight on the morrow; when I had slain Cleopatra the
Queen; and put the Roman and the Gallic legionaries to the sword。 That
very day I had suborned the Captain Paulus who; since I drew him
through the gates; was my will's slave。 Half by fear and half by
promises of great reward I had prevailed upon him; for the watch was
his; to unbar that small gate which faces to the East at the signal on
the morrow night。
All was made readythe flower of Freedom that had been five…and…
twenty years in growth was on the point of bloom。 Armed companies were
gathering in every city from Abu to Athu; and spies looked out from
their walls; awaiting the coming of the messenger who should bring
tidings that Cleopatra was no more and that Harmachis; the royal
Egyptian; had seized the throne。
All was prepared; triumph hung in my hand as a ripe fruit to the hand
of the plucker。 Yet