第 9 节
作者:人生几何      更新:2022-07-08 12:26      字数:9321
  and minister to the luxury of the Macedonian Lagid?ay; and when she
  had been so long a serf that; perchance; she had forgotten how to put
  off the servile smile of Bondage and once more to look across the
  world with Freedom's happy eyes?
  Then I bethought me of my prayer upon the pylon tower of Abouthis and
  of the answer given to my prayer; and wondered if that; too; were a
  dream。
  And one night; as; weary with study; I walked within the sacred grove
  that is in the garden of the temple; and mused thus; I met my uncle
  Sepa; who also was walking and thinking。
  〃Hold!〃 he cried in his great voice; 〃why is thy face so sad;
  Harmachis? Has the last problem that we studied overwhelmed thee?〃
  〃Nay; my uncle;〃 I answered; 〃I am overwhelmed indeed; but not of the
  problem; it was a light one。 My heart is heavy; for I am weary of life
  within these cloisters; and the piled…up weight of knowledge crushes
  me。 It is of no avail to store up force which cannot be used。〃
  〃Ah; thou art impatient; Harmachis;〃 he answered; 〃it is ever the way
  of foolish youth。 Thou wouldst taste of the battle; thou dost tire of
  watching the breakers fall upon the beach; thou wouldst plunge into
  them and venture the desperate hazard of the war。 And so thou wouldst
  be going; Harmachis? The bird would fly the nest as; when they are
  grown; the swallows fly from the eaves of the Temple。 Well; it shall
  be as thou desirest; the hour is at hand。 I have taught thee all that
  I have learned; and methinks that the pupil has outrun his master;〃
  and he paused and wiped his bright black eyes; for he was very sad at
  the thought of my departure。
  〃And whither shall I go; my uncle?〃 I asked rejoicing; 〃back to
  Abouthis to be initiated into the mysteries of the Gods?〃
  〃Ay; back to Abouthis; and from Abouthis to Alexandria; and from
  Alexandria to the Throne of thy fathers; Harmachis! Listen; now;
  things are thus: Thou knowest how Cleopatra; the Queen; fled into
  Syria when that false eunuch Pothinus set the will of her father
  Aulêtes at naught and raised her brother Ptolemy to the sole lordship
  of Egypt。 Thou knowest also how she came back; like a Queen indeed;
  with a great army in her train; and lay at Pelusium; and how at this
  juncture the mighty C?sar; that great man; that greatest of all men;
  sailed with a weak company hither to Alexandria from Pharsalia's
  bloody field in hot pursuit of Pompey。 But he found Pompey already
  dead; having been basely murdered by Achillas; the General; and Lucius
  Septimius; the chief of the Roman legions in Egypt; and thou knowest
  how the Alexandrians were troubled at his coming and would have slain
  his lictors。 Then; as thou hast heard; C?sar seized Ptolemy; the young
  King; and his sister Arsino?; and bade the army of Cleopatra and the
  army of Ptolemy; under Achillas; which lay facing each other at
  Pelusium; disband and go their ways。 And for answer Achillas marched
  on C?sar; and besieged him straitly in the Bruchium at Alexandria; and
  so; for a while; things were; and none knew who should reign in Egypt。
  But then Cleopatra took up the dice; and threw them; and this was the
  throw she madein truth; it was a bold one。 For; leaving the army at
  Pelusium; she came at dusk to the harbour of Alexandria; and alone
  with the Sicilian Apollodorus entered and landed。 Then Apollodorus
  bound her in a bale of rich rugs; such as are made in Syria; and sent
  the rugs as a present to C?sar。 And when the rugs were unbound in the
  palace; behold! within them was the fairest girl on all the earthay;
  and the most witty and the most learned。 And she seduced the great
  C?sareven his weight of years did not avail to protect him from her
  charmsso that; as a fruit of his folly; he wellnigh lost his life;
  and all the glory he had gained in a hundred wars。〃
  〃The fool!〃 I broke in〃the fool! Thou callest him great; but how can
  the man be truly great who has no strength to stand against a woman's
  wiles? C?sar; with the world hanging on his word! C?sar; at whose
  breath forty legions marched and changed the fate of peoples! C?sar
  the cold! the far…seeing! the hero!C?sar to fall like a ripe fruit
  into a false girl's lap! Why; in the issue; of what common clay was
  this Roman C?sar; and how poor a thing!〃
  But Sepa looked at me and shook his head。 〃Be not so rash; Harmachis;
  and talk not with so proud a voice。 Knowest thou not that in every
  suit of mail there is a joint; and woe to him who wears the harness if
  the sword should search it out! For Woman; in her weakness; is yet the
  strongest force upon the earth。 She is the helm of all things human;
  she comes in many shapes and knocks at many doors; she is quick and
  patient; and her passion is not ungovernable like that of man; but as
  a gentle steed that she can guide e'en where she will; and as occasion
  offers can now bit up and now give rein。 She has a captain's eye; and
  stout must be that fortress of the heart in which she finds no place
  of vantage。 Does thy blood beat fast in youth? She will outrun it; nor
  will her kisses tire。 Art thou set toward ambition? She will unlock
  thy inner heart; and show thee roads that lead to glory。 Art thou worn
  and weary? She has comfort in her breast。 Art thou fallen? She can
  lift thee up; and to the illusion of thy sense gild defeat with
  triumph。 Ay; Harmachis; she can do these things; for Nature ever
  fights upon her side; and while she does them she can deceive and
  shape a secret end in which thou hast no part。 And thus Woman rules
  the world。 For her are wars; for her men spend their strength in
  gathering gains; for her they do well and ill; and seek for greatness;
  to find oblivion。 But still she sits like yonder Sphinx; and smiles;
  and no man has ever read all the riddle of her smile; or known all the
  mystery of her heart。 Mock not! mock not! Harmachis; for he must be
  great indeed who can defy the power of Woman; which; pressing round
  him like the invisible air; is often strongest when the senses least
  discover it。〃
  I laughed aloud。 〃Thou speakest earnestly; my uncle Sepa;〃 I said;
  〃one might almost think that thou hadst not come unscathed through
  this fierce fire of temptation。 Well; for myself; I fear not woman and
  her wiles; I know naught of them; and naught do I wish to know; and I
  still hold that this C?sar was a fool。 Had I stood where C?sar stood;
  to cool its wantonness that bale of rugs should have been rolled down
  the palace steps; into the harbour mud。〃
  〃Nay; cease! cease!〃 he cried aloud。 〃It is evil to speak thus; may
  the Gods avert the omen and preserve to thee this cold strength of
  which thou boastest。 Oh! man; thou knowest not!thou in thy strength
  and beauty that is without compare; in the power of thy learning and
  the sweetness of thy tonguethou knowest not! The world where thou
  must mix is not a sanctuary as that of the Divine Isis。 But thereit
  may be so! Pray that thy heart's ice may never melt; so thou shalt be
  great and happy and Egypt shall be delivered。 And now let me take up
  my talethou seest; Harmachis; even in so grave a story woman claims
  her place。 The young Ptolemy; Cleopatra's brother; being loosed of
  C?sar; treacherously turned on him。 Then C?sar and Mithridates stormed
  the camp of Ptolemy; who took to flight across the river。 But his boat
  was sunk by the fugitives who pressed upon it; and such was the
  miserable end of Ptolemy。
  〃Thereon; the war being ended; though she had but then borne him a
  son; C?sarion; C?sar appointed the younger Ptolemy to rule with
  Cleopatra; and be her husband in name; and he himself departed for
  Rome; bearing with him the beautiful Princess Arsino? to follow his
  triumph in her chains。 But the great C?sar is no more。 He died as he
  had lived; in blood; and right royally。 And but now Cleopatra; the
  Queen; if my tidings may be trusted; has slain Ptolemy; her brother
  and husband; by poison; and taken the child C?sarion to be her fellow
  on the throne; which she holds by the help of the Roman legions; and;
  as they say; of young Sextus Pompeius; who has succeeded C?sar in her
  love。 But; Harmachis; the whole land boils and seethes against her。 In
  every city the children of Khem talk of the deliverer who is to come
  and thou art he; Harmachis。 The time is almost ripe。 The hour is nigh
  at hand。 Go thou back to Abouthis and learn the last secrets of the
  Gods; and meet those who shall direct the bursting of the storm。 Then
  act; Harmachisact; I say; and strike home for Khem; rid the land of
  the Roman and the Greek; and take thy place upon the throne of thy
  divine fathers and be a King of men。 For to this end thou wast born; O
  Prince!〃
  CHAPTER V
  OF THE RETURN OF HARMACHIS TO ABOUTHIS; OF THE CELEBRATION
  OF THE MYSTERIES; OF THE CHANT OF ISIS; AND OF THE WARNING
  OF AMENEMHAT
  On the next day I embraced my uncle Sepa; and with an eager heart
  departed from Annu back to Abouthis。 To be short; I came thither in
  saf