第 8 节
作者:圈圈      更新:2022-06-19 10:08      字数:9322
  He invariably replied; in a quiet; weary tone:
  〃Why; nothing ails me; aunt!〃
  And when she persisted:
  〃Ah!  my child; answer me; answer me when I speak to you。  If you knew
  what grief you caused me; you would always answer; and you would not look
  at me that way。  Have you any trouble?  Tell me!  I'll comfort you!〃
  He went away; with a tired air; murmuring:
  〃But there is nothing the matter with me; I assure you。〃
  He had not grown much; having always a childish look; although his
  features were those of a man。  They were; however; hard and badly cut。
  He seemed incomplete; abortive; only half finished; and disquieting as a
  mystery。  He was a self…contained; unapproachable being; in whom there
  seemed always to be some active; dangerous mental labor going on。
  Mademoiselle Source was quite conscious of all this; and she could not
  sleep at night; so great was her anxiety。  Frightful terrors; dreadful
  nightmares assailed her。  She shut herself up in her own room; and
  barricaded the door; tortured by fear。
  What was she afraid of?  She could not tell。
  She feared everything; the night; the walls; the shadows thrown by the
  moon on the white curtains of the windows; and; above all; she feared
  him。
  Why?
  What had she to fear?  Did she know what it was?
  She could live this way no longer!  She felt certain that a misfortune
  threatened her; a frightful misfortune。
  She set forth secretly one morning; and went into the city to see her
  relatives。  She told them about the matter in a gasping voice。  The two
  women thought she was going mad and tried to reassure her。
  She said:
  〃If you knew the way he looks at me from morning till night。  He never
  takes his eyes off me!  At times; I feel a longing to cry for help; to
  call in the neighbors; so much am I afraid。  But what could I say to
  them?  He does nothing but look at me。〃
  The two female cousins asked:
  〃Is he ever brutal to you?  Does he give you sharp answers?〃
  She replied:
  〃No; never; he does everything I wish; he works hard: he is steady; but I
  am so frightened that I care nothing for that。  He is planning something;
  I am certain of thatquite certain。  I don't care to remain all alone
  like that with him in the country。〃
  The relatives; astonished at her words; declared that people would be
  amazed; would not understand; and they advised her to keep silent about
  her fears and her plans; without; however; dissuading her from coming to
  reside in the city; hoping in that way that the entire inheritance would
  eventually fall into their hands。
  They even promised to assist her in selling her house; and in finding
  another; near them。
  Mademoiselle Source returned home。  But her mind was so much upset that
  she trembled at the slightest noise; and her hands shook whenever any
  trifling disturbance agitated her。
  Twice she went again to consult her relatives; quite determined now not
  to remain any longer in this way in her lonely dwelling。  At last; she
  found a little cottage in the suburbs; which suited her; and she
  privately bought it。
  The signature of the contract took place on a Tuesday morning; and
  Mademoiselle Source devoted the rest of the day to the preparations for
  her change of residence。
  At eight o'clock in the evening she got into the diligence which passed
  within a few hundred yards of her house; and she told the conductor to
  put her down in the place where she usually alighted。  The man called out
  to her as he whipped his horses:
  〃Good evening; Mademoiselle Sourcegood night!〃
  She replied as she walked on:
  〃Good evening; Pere Joseph。〃  Next morning; at half…past seven; the
  postman who conveyed letters to the village noticed at the cross…road;
  not far from the high road; a large splash of blood not yet dry。  He said
  to himself: 〃Hallo! some boozer must have had a nose bleed。〃
  But he perceived ten paces farther on a pocket handkerchief also stained
  with blood。  He picked it up。  The linen was fine; and the postman; in
  alarm; made his way over to the ditch; where he fancied he saw a strange
  object。
  Mademoiselle Source was lying at the bottom on the grass; her throat cut
  with a knife。
  An hour later; the gendarmes; the examining magistrate; and other
  authorities made an inquiry as to the cause of death。
  The two female relatives; called as witnesses; told all about the old
  maid's fears and her last plans。
  The orphan was arrested。  After the death of the woman who had adopted
  him; he wept from morning till night; plunged; at least to all
  appearance; in the most violent grief。
  He proved that he had spent the evening up to eleven o'clock in a cafe。
  Ten persons had seen him; having remained there till his departure。
  The driver of the diligence stated that he had set down the murdered
  woman on the road between half…past nine and ten o'clock。
  The accused was acquitted。  A will; drawn up a long time before; which
  had been left in the hands of a notary in Rennes; made him sole heir。
  So he inherited everything。
  For a long time; the people of the country boycotted him; as they still
  suspected him。  His house; that of the dead woman; was looked upon as
  accursed。  People avoided him in the street。
  But he showed himself so good…natured; so open; so familiar; that
  gradually these horrible doubts were forgotten。  He was generous;
  obliging; ready to talk to the humblest about anything; as long as they
  cared to talk to him。
  The notary; Maitre Rameau; was one of the first to take his part;
  attracted by his smiling loquacity。  He said at a dinner; at the tax
  collector's house:
  〃A man who speaks with such facility and who is always in good humor
  could not have such a crime on his conscience。〃
  Touched by his argument; the others who were present reflected; and they
  recalled to mind the long conversations with this man who would almost
  compel them to stop at the road corners to listen to his ideas; who
  insisted on their going into his house when they were passing by his
  garden; who could crack a joke better than the lieutenant of the
  gendarmes himself; and who possessed such contagious gaiety that; in
  spite of the repugnance with which he inspired them; they could not keep
  from always laughing in his company。
  All doors were opened to him after a time。
  He is to…day the mayor of his township。
  THE BEGGAR
  He had seen better days; despite his present misery and infirmities。
  At the age of fifteen both his legs had been crushed by a carriage on the
  Varville highway。  From that time forth he begged; dragging himself along
  the roads and through the farmyards; supported by crutches which forced
  his shoulders up to his ears。  His head looked as if it were squeezed in
  between two mountains。
  A foundling; picked up out of a ditch by the priest of Les Billettes on
  the eve of All Saints' Day and baptized; for that reason; Nicholas
  Toussaint; reared by charity; utterly without education; crippled in
  consequence of having drunk several glasses of brandy given him by the
  baker (such a funny story!) and a vagabond all his life afterwardthe
  only thing he knew how to do was to hold out his hand for alms。
  At one time the Baroness d'Avary allowed him to sleep in a kind of recess
  spread with straw; close to the poultry yard in the farm adjoining the
  chateau; and if he was in great need he was sure of getting a glass of
  cider and a crust of bread in the kitchen。  Moreover; the old lady often
  threw him a few pennies from her window。  But she was dead now。
  In the villages people gave him scarcely anythinghe was too well known。
  Everybody had grown tired of seeing him; day after day for forty years;
  dragging his deformed and tattered person from door to door on his wooden
  crutches。  But he could not make up his mind to go elsewhere; because he
  knew no place on earth but this particular corner of the country; these
  three or four villages where he had spent the whole of his miserable
  existence。  He had limited his begging operations and would not for
  worlds have passed his accustomed bounds。
  He did not even know whether the world extended for any distance beyond
  the trees which had always bounded his vision。  He did not ask himself
  the question。  And when the peasants; tired of constantly meeting him in
  their fields or along their lanes; exclaimed: 〃Why don't you go to other
  villages instead of always limping about here?〃 he did not answer; but
  slunk away; possessed with a vague dread of the unknownthe dread of a
  poor wretch who fears confusedly a thousand thingsnew faces; taunts;
  insults; the suspicious glances of people who do not know him and the
  policemen walking in couples on the roads。  These last he always
  instinctively avoided; taking refuge in the bushes or behind heaps of
  stones when he saw them coming。
  When he perceived them in the distance; 'With uniforms gleaming in the
  sun; he was suddenly possessed with unwonted agilitythe agility of a
  wild animal seeking its lair。  He threw aside his crutches; fell to the
  ground like a limp rag; made himself as small as possible and crouched
  like a bare under cover; his tattered vestments blending in hue with the
  earth on which he cowered。
  He had never had any tr