第 87 节
作者:你妹找1      更新:2022-06-15 12:57      字数:9322
  from almost everybody till now。  Why?  Well; I will ownfrom
  cowardicefear lest I should be reasoned out of my plan。  I
  am going to steal from the world; Paula; from the social
  world; for whose gaieties and ambitions I never had much
  liking; and whose circles I have not the ability to grace。  My
  home; and resting…place till the great rest comes; is with the
  Protestant Sisterhood at …。  Whatever shortcomings may be
  found in such a community; I believe that I shall be happier
  there than in any other place。
  'Whatever you may think of my judgment in taking this step; I
  can assure you that I have not done it without consideration。
  My reasons are good; and my determination is unalterable。
  But; my own very best friend; and more than sister; don't
  think that I mean to leave my love and friendship for you
  behind me。  No; Paula; you will ALWAYS be with me; and I
  believe that if an increase in what I already feel for you be
  possible; it will be furthered by the retirement and
  meditation I shall enjoy in my secluded home。  My heart is
  very full; deartoo full to write more。  God bless you; and
  your husband。  You must come and see me there; I have not so
  many friends that I can afford to lose you who have been so
  kind。  I write this with the fellow…pen to yours; that you
  gave me when we went to Budmouth together。  Good…bye!Ever
  your own sister;          CHARLOTTE。'
  Paula had first read this through silently; and now in reading
  it a second time aloud to Somerset her voice faltered; and she
  wept outright。  'I had been expecting her to live with us
  always;' she said through her tears; 'and to think she should
  have decided to do this!'
  'It is a pity certainly;' said Somerset gently。  'She was
  genuine; if anybody ever was; and simple as she was true。'
  'I am the more sorry;' Paula presently resumed; 'because of a
  little plan I had been thinking of with regard to her。  You
  know that the pictures and curiosities of the castle are not
  included in the things I cannot touch; or impeach; or whatever
  it is。  They are our own to do what we like with。  My father
  felt in devising the estate that; however interesting to the
  De Stancys those objects might be; they did not concern us
  were indeed rather in the way; having been come by so
  strangely; through Mr。 Wilkins; though too valuable to be
  treated lightly。  Now I was going to suggest that we would not
  sell themindeed I could not bear to do such a thing with
  what had belonged to Charlotte's forefathersbut to hand them
  over to her as a gift; either to keep for herself; or to pass
  on to her brother; as she should choose。  Now I fear there is
  no hope of it:  and yet I shall never like to see them in the
  house。'
  'It can be done still; I should think。  She can accept them
  for her brother when he settles; without absolutely taking
  them into her own possession。'
  'It would be a kind of generosity which hardly amounts to more
  than justice (although they were purchased) from a recusant
  usurper to a dear friendnot that I am a usurper exactly;
  well; from a representative of the new aristocracy of
  internationality to a representative of the old aristocracy of
  exclusiveness。'
  'What do you call yourself; Paula; since you are not of your
  father's creed?'
  'I suppose I am what poor Mr。 Woodwell saidby the way; we
  must call and see himsomething or other that's in
  Revelation; neither cold nor hot。  But of course that's a sub…
  speciesI may be a lukewarm anything。  What I really am; as
  far as I know; is one of that body to whom lukewarmth is not
  an accident but a provisional necessity; till they see a
  little more clearly。'  She had crossed over to his side; and
  pulling his head towards her whispered a name in his ear。
  'Why; Mr。 Woodwell said you were that too!  You carry your
  beliefs very comfortably。  I shall be glad when enthusiasm is
  come again。'
  'I am going to revise and correct my beliefs one of these days
  when I have thought a little further。'  She suddenly breathed
  a sigh and added; 'How transitory our best emotions are!  In
  talking of myself I am heartlessly forgetting Charlotte; and
  becoming happy again。  I won't be happy to…night for her
  sake!'
  A few minutes after this their attention was attracted by a
  noise of footsteps running along the street; then a heavy
  tramp of horses; and lumbering of wheels。  Other feet were
  heard scampering at intervals; and soon somebody ascended the
  staircase and approached their door。  The head waiter
  appeared。
  'Ma'am; Stancy Castle is all afire!' said the waiter
  breathlessly。
  Somerset jumped up; drew aside the curtains; and stepped into
  the bow…window。  Right before him rose a blaze。  The window
  looked upon the street and along the turnpike road to the very
  hill on which the castle stood; the keep being visible in the
  daytime above the trees。  Here rose the light; which appeared
  little further off than a stone's throw instead of nearly
  three miles。  Every curl of the smoke and every wave of the
  flame was distinct; and Somerset fancied he could hear the
  crackling。
  Paula had risen from her seat and joined him in the window;
  where she heard some people in the street saying that the
  servants were all safe; after which she gave her mind more
  fully to the material aspects of the catastrophe。
  The whole town was now rushing off to the scene of the
  conflagration; which; shining straight along the street;
  showed the burgesses' running figures distinctly upon the
  illumined road。  Paula was quite ready to act upon Somerset's
  suggestion that they too should hasten to the spot; and a fly
  was got ready in a few minutes。  With lapse of time Paula
  evinced more anxiety as to the fate of her castle; and when
  they had driven as near as it was prudent to do; they
  dismounted; and went on foot into the throng of people which
  was rapidly gathering from the town and surrounding villages。
  Among the faces they recognized Mr。 Woodwell; Havill the
  architect; the rector of the parish; the curate; and many
  others known to them by sight。  These; as soon as they saw the
  young couple; came forward with words of condolence; imagining
  them to have been burnt out of bed; and vied with each other
  in offering them a lodging。  Somerset explained where they
  were staying and that they required no accommodation; Paula
  interrupting with 'O my poor horses; what has become of them?'
  'The fire is not near the stables;' said Mr。 Woodwell。  'It
  broke out in the body of the building。  The horses; however;
  are driven into the field。'
  'I can assure you; you need not be alarmed; madam;' said
  Havill。  'The chief constable is here; and the two town
  engines; and I am doing all I can。  The castle engine
  unfortunately is out of repair。'
  Somerset and Paula then went on to another point of view near
  the gymnasium; where they could not be seen by the crowd。
  Three…quarters of a mile off; on their left hand; the powerful
  irradiation fell upon the brick chapel in which Somerset had
  first seen the woman who now stood beside him as his wife。  It
  was the only object visible in that direction; the dull hills
  and trees behind failing to catch the light。  She
  significantly pointed it out to Somerset; who knew her
  meaning; and they turned again to the more serious matter。
  It had long been apparent that in the face of such a wind all
  the pigmy appliances that the populace could bring to act upon
  such a mass of combustion would be unavailing。  As much as
  could burn that night was burnt; while some of that which
  would not burn crumbled and fell as a formless heap; whence
  new flames towered up; and inclined to the north…east so far
  as to singe the trees of the park。  The thicker walls of
  Norman date remained unmoved; partly because of their
  thickness; and partly because in them stone vaults took the
  place of wood floors。
  The tower clock kept manfully going till it had struck one;
  its face smiling out from the smoke as if nothing were the
  matter; after which hour something fell down inside; and it
  went no more。
  Cunningham Haze; with his body of men; was devoted in his
  attention; and came up to say a word to our two spectators
  from time to time。  Towards four o'clock the flames
  diminished; and feeling thoroughly weary; Somerset and Paula
  remained no longer; returning to Markton as they had come。
  On their journey they pondered and discussed what course it
  would be best to pursue in the circumstances; gradually
  deciding not to attempt rebuilding the castle unless they were
  absolutely compelled。  True; the main walls were still
  standing as firmly as ever; but there was a feeling common to
  both of them that it would be well to make an opportunity of a
  misfortune; and leaving the edifice in ruins start their
  married life in a mansion of independent construction hard by
  the old one; unencumbered with the ghosts of an unfortunate
  line。
  'We will build a new house from the ground; eclectic in style。
  We will remove the ashes; charred wood; and so on from the
  ruin; and plant more ivy。  The winter rains will soon wash the
  unsightly smoke from the walls; and Stancy Castle will be
  beautiful in its decay。  You; Paula; will be yourself again;
  and recover; if you have not already; fr