第 83 节
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and he has merely succeeded in finding them。 But he has made
my duty rather a difficult one。 Still; it was my duty; for I
very greatly wronged him。 Perhaps; however; I have done
enough for honour's sake。 I would have humiliated myself by
an apology if I had found him in any other situation; but; of
course; one can't he expected to take MUCH trouble when he is
seen going on like that!'
The coolness with which she began her remarks had developed
into something like warmth as she concluded。
'He is only dancing with a lady he probably knows very well。'
'He doesn't know her! The idea of his dancing with a woman of
that description! We will go away tomorrow。 This place has
been greatly over…praised。'
'The place is well enough; as far as I can see。'
'He is carrying out his programme to the letter。 He plunges
into excitement in the most reckless manner; and I tremble for
the consequences! I can do no more: I have humiliated myself
into following him; believing that in giving too ready
credence to appearances I had been narrow and inhuman; and had
caused him much misery。 But he does not mind; and he has no
misery; he seems just as well as ever。 How much this finding
him has cost me! After all; I did not deceive him。 He must
have acquired a natural aversion for me。 I have allowed
myself to be interested in a man of very common qualities; and
am now bitterly alive to the shame of having sought him out。
I heartily detest him! I will go backaunt; you are rightI
had no business to come。 。 。 。 His light conduct has rendered
him uninteresting to me!'
III。
When she rose the next morning the bell was clanging for the
second breakfast; and people were pouring in from the beach in
every variety of attire。 Paula; whom a restless night had
left with a headache; which; however; she said nothing about;
was reluctant to emerge from the seclusion of her chamber;
till her aunt; discovering what was the matter with her;
suggested that a few minutes in the open air would refresh
her; and they went downstairs into the hotel gardens。
The clatter of the big breakfast within was audible from this
spot; and the noise seemed suddenly to inspirit Paula; who
proposed to enter。 Her aunt assented。 In the verandah under
which they passed was a rustic hat…stand in the form of a
tree; upon which hats and other body…gear hung like bunches of
fruit。 Paula's eye fell upon a felt hat to which a small
block…book was attached by a string。 She knew that hat and
block…book well; and turning to Mrs。 Goodman said; 'After all;
I don't want the breakfast they are having: let us order one
of our own as usual。 And we'll have it here。'
She led on to where some little tables were placed under the
tall shrubs; followed by her aunt; who was in turn followed by
the proprietress of the hotel; that lady having discovered
from the French maid that there was good reason for paying
these ladies ample personal attention。
'Is the gentleman to whom that sketch…book belongs staying
here?' Paula carelessly inquired; as she indicated the object
on the hat…stand。
'Ah; no!' deplored the proprietress。 'The Hotel was full when
Mr。 Somerset came。 He stays at a cottage beyond the Rue
Anicet Bourgeois: he only has his meals here。'
Paula had taken her seat under the fuchsia…trees in such a
manner that she could observe all the exits from the salle a
manger; but for the present none of the breakfasters emerged;
the only moving objects on the scene being the waitresses who
ran hither and thither across the court; the cook's assistants
with baskets of long bread; and the laundresses with baskets
of sun…bleached linen。 Further back towards the inn…yard;
stablemen were putting in the horses for starting the flys and
coaches to Les Ifs; the nearest railway…station。
'Suppose the Somersets should be going off by one of these
conveyances;' said Mrs。 Goodman as she sipped her tea。
'Well; aunt; then they must;' replied the younger lady with
composure。
Nevertheless she looked with some misgiving at the nearest
stableman as he led out four white horses; harnessed them; and
leisurely brought a brush with which he began blacking their
yellow hoofs。 All the vehicles were ready at the door by the
time breakfast was over; and the inmates soon turned out; some
to mount the omnibuses and carriages; some to ramble on the
adjacent beach; some to climb the verdant slopes; and some to
make for the cliffs that shut in the vale。 The fuchsia…trees
which sheltered Paula's breakfast…table from the blaze of the
sun; also screened it from the eyes of the outpouring company;
and she sat on with her aunt in perfect comfort; till among
the last of the stream came Somerset and his father。 Paula
reddened at being so near the former at last。 It was with
sensible relief that she observed them turn towards the cliffs
and not to the carriages; and thus signify that they were not
going off that day。
Neither of the two saw the ladies; and when the latter had
finished their tea and coffee they followed to the shore;
where they sat for nearly an hour; reading and watching the
bathers。 At length footsteps crunched among the pebbles in
their vicinity; and looking out from her sunshade Paula saw
the two Somersets close at hand。
The elder recognized her; and the younger; observing his
father's action of courtesy; turned his head。 It was a
revelation to Paula; for she was shocked to see that he
appeared worn and ill。 The expression of his face changed at
sight of her; increasing its shade of paleness; but he
immediately withdrew his eyes and passed by。
Somerset was as much surprised at encountering her thus as she
had been distressed to see him。 As soon as they were out of
hearing; he asked his father quietly; 'What strange thing is
this; that Lady De Stancy should be here and her husband not
with her? Did she bow to me; or to you?'
'Lady De Stancythat young lady?' asked the puzzled painter。
He proceeded to explain all he knew; that she was a young lady
he had met on his journey at two or three different times;
moreover; that if she were his son's clientthe woman who was
to have become Lady De Stancyshe was Miss Power still; for
he had seen in some newspaper two days before leaving England
that the wedding had been postponed on account of her illness。
Somerset was so greatly moved that he could hardly speak
connectedly to his father as they paced on together。 'But she
is not ill; as far as I can see;' he said。 'The wedding
postponed?You are sure the word was postponed?Was it
broken off?'
'No; it was postponed。 I meant to have told you before;
knowing you would be interested as the castle architect; but
it slipped my memory in the bustle of arriving。'
'I am not the castle architect。'
'The devil you are notwhat are you then?'
'Well; I am not that。'
Somerset the elder; though not of penetrating nature; began to
see that here lay an emotional complication of some sort; and
reserved further inquiry till a more convenient occasion。
They had reached the end of the level beach where the cliff
began to rise; and as this impediment naturally stopped their
walk they retraced their steps。 On again nearing the spot
where Paula and her aunt were sitting; the painter would have
deviated to the hotel; but as his son persisted in going
straight on; in due course they were opposite the ladies
again。 By this time Miss Power; who had appeared anxious
during their absence; regained her self…control。 Going
towards her old lover she said; with a smile; 'I have been
looking for you!'
'Why have you been doing that?' said Somerset; in a voice
which he failed to keep as steady as he could wish。
'BecauseI want some architect to continue the restoration。
Do you withdraw your resignation?'
Somerset appeared unable to decide for a few instants。 'Yes;'
he then answered。
For the moment they had ignored the presence of the painter
and Mrs。 Goodman; but Somerset now made them known to one
another; and there was friendly intercourse all round。
'When will you be able to resume operations at the castle?'
she asked; as soon as she could again speak directly to
Somerset。
'As soon as I can get back。 Of course I only resume it at
your special request。'
'Of course。' To one who had known all the circumstances it
would have seemed a thousand pities that; after again getting
face to face with him; she did not explain; without delay; the
whole mischief that had separated them。 But she did not do
itperhaps from the inherent awkwardness of such a topic at
this idle time。 She confined herself simply to the above…
mentioned business…like request; and when the party had walked
a few steps together they separated; with mutual promises to
meet again。
'I hope you have explained your mistake to him; and how it
arose; and everything?' said her aunt when they were alone。
'No; I did not。'
'What; not explain after all?' said her amazed relative。
'I decided to put it off。'
'Then I think you decided very wrongly。 Poor young man; he
looked so ill!'
'Did you; too; think he looked ill? But he danced last night。
Why did he dance?' She turn