第 81 节
作者:你妹找1      更新:2022-06-15 12:57      字数:9320
  These figures were cloaked with little cobwebs which waved in
  the breeze; so that each figure seemed alive。
  She examined the woodwork closely; here and there she
  discerned pencil…marks which had no doubt been jotted thereon
  by Somerset as points of admeasurement; in the way she had
  seen him mark them at the castle。  Some fragments of paper lay
  below:  there were pencilled lines on them; and they bore a
  strong resemblance to a spoilt leaf of Somerset's sketch…book。
  Paula glanced up; and from a window above protruded an old
  woman's head; which; with the exception of the white
  handkerchief tied round it; was so nearly of the colour of the
  carvings that she might easily have passed as of a piece with
  them。  The aged woman continued motionless; the remains of her
  eyes being bent upon Paula; who asked her in Englishwoman's
  French where the sketcher had gone。  Without replying; the
  crone produced a hand and extended finger from her side; and
  pointed towards the lower end of the street。
  Paula went on; the carriage following with difficulty; on
  account of the obstructions in the thoroughfare。  At bottom;
  the street abutted on a wide one with customary modern life
  flowing through it; and as she looked; Somerset crossed her
  front along this street; hurrying as if for a wager。
  By the time that Paula had reached the bottom Somerset was a
  long way to the left; and she recognized to her dismay that
  the busy transverse street was one which led to the railway。
  She quickened her pace to a run; he did not see her; he even
  walked faster。  She looked behind for the carriage。  The
  driver in emerging from the sixteenth…century street to the
  nineteenth had apparently turned to the right; instead of to
  the left as she had done; so that her aunt had lost sight of
  her。  However; she dare not mind it; if Somerset would but
  look back!  He partly turned; but not far enough; and it was
  only to hail a passing omnibus upon which she discerned his
  luggage。  Somerset jumped in; the omnibus drove on; and
  diminished up the long road。  Paula stood hopelessly still;
  and in a few minutes puffs of steam showed her that the train
  had gone。
  She turned and waited; the two or three children who had
  gathered round her looking up sympathizingly in her face。  Her
  aunt; having now discovered the direction of her flight; drove
  up and beckoned to her。
  'What's the matter?' asked Mrs。 Goodman in alarm。
  'Why?'
  'That you should run like that; and look so woebegone。'
  'Nothing:  only I have decided not to stay in this town。'
  'What! he is gone; I suppose?'
  'Yes!' exclaimed Paula; with tears of vexation in her eyes。
  'It isn't every man who gets a woman of my position to run
  after him on foot; and alone; and he ought to have looked
  round!  Drive to the station; I want to make an inquiry。'
  On reaching the station she asked the booking…clerk some
  questions; and returned to her aunt with a cheerful
  countenance。  'Mr。 Somerset has only gone to Caen;' she said。
  'He is the only Englishman who went by this train; so there is
  no mistake。  There is no other train for two hours。  We will
  go on thenshall we?'
  'I am indifferent;' said Mrs。 Goodman。  'But; Paula; do you
  think this quite right?  Perhaps he is not so anxious for your
  forgiveness as you think。  Perhaps he saw you; and wouldn't
  stay。'
  A momentary dismay crossed her face; but it passed; and she
  answered; 'Aunt; that's nonsense。  I know him well enough; and
  can assure you that if he had only known I was running after
  him; he would have looked round sharply enough; and would have
  given his little finger rather than have missed me!  I don't
  make myself so silly as to run after a gentleman without good
  grounds; for I know well that it is an undignified thing to
  do。  Indeed; I could never have thought of doing it; if I had
  not been so miserably in the wrong!'
  II。
  That evening when the sun was dropping out of sight they
  started for the city of Somerset's pilgrimage。  Paula seated
  herself with her face toward the western sky; watching from
  her window the broad red horizon; across which moved thin
  poplars lopped to human shapes; like the walking forms in
  Nebuchadnezzar's furnace。  It was dark when the travellers
  drove into Caen。
  She still persisted in her wish to casually encounter Somerset
  in some aisle; lady…chapel; or crypt to which he might have
  betaken himself to copy and learn the secret of the great
  artists who had erected those nooks。  Mrs。 Goodman was for
  discovering his inn; and calling upon him in a straightforward
  way; but Paula seemed afraid of it; and they went out in the
  morning on foot。  First they searched the church of St。
  Sauveur; he was not there; next the church of St。 Jean; then
  the church of St。 Pierre; but he did not reveal himself; nor
  had any verger seen or heard of such a man。  Outside the
  latter church was a public flower…garden; and she sat down to
  consider beside a round pool in which water…lilies grew and
  gold…fish swam; near beds of fiery geraniums; dahlias; and
  verbenas just past their bloom。  Her enterprise had not been
  justified by its results so far; but meditation still urged
  her to listen to the little voice within and push on。  She
  accordingly rejoined her aunt; and they drove up the hill to
  the Abbaye aux Dames; the day by this time having grown hot
  and oppressive。
  The church seemed absolutely empty; the void being emphasized
  by its grateful coolness。  But on going towards the east end
  they perceived a bald gentleman close to the screen; looking
  to the right and to the left as if much perplexed。  Paula
  merely glanced over him; his back being toward her; and
  turning to her aunt said softly; 'I wonder how we get into the
  choir?'
  'That's just what I am wondering;' said the old gentleman;
  abruptly facing round; and Paula discovered that the
  countenance was not unfamiliar to her eye。  Since knowing
  Somerset she had added to her gallery of celebrities a
  photograph of his father; the Academician; and he it was now
  who confronted her。
  For the moment embarrassment; due to complicated feelings;
  brought a slight blush to her cheek; but being well aware that
  he did not know her; she answered; coolly enough; 'I suppose
  we must ask some one。'
  'And we certainly would if there were any one to ask;' he
  said; still looking eastward; and not much at her。  'I have
  been here a long time; but nobody comes。  Not that I want to
  get in on my own account; for though it is thirty years since
  I last set foot in this place; I remember it as if it were but
  yesterday。'
  'Indeed。  I have never been here before;' said Paula。
  'Naturally。  But I am looking for a young man who is making
  sketches in some of these buildings; and it is as likely as
  not that he is in the crypt under this choir; for it is just
  such out…of…the…way nooks that he prefers。  It is very
  provoking that he should not have told me more distinctly in
  his letter where to find him。'
  Mrs。 Goodman; who had gone to make inquiries; now came back;
  and informed them that she had learnt that it was necessary to
  pass through the Hotel…Dieu to the choir; to do which they
  must go outside。  Thereupon they walked on together; and Mr。
  Somerset; quite ignoring his troubles; made remarks upon the
  beauty of the architecture; and in absence of mind; by reason
  either of the subject; or of his listener; retained his hat in
  his hand after emerging from the church; while they walked all
  the way across the Place and into the Hospital gardens。
  'A very civil man;' said Mrs。 Goodman to Paula privately。
  'Yes;' said Paula; who had not told her aunt that she
  recognized him。
  One of the Sisters now preceded them towards the choir and
  crypt; Mr。 Somerset asking her if a young Englishman was or
  had been sketching there。  On receiving a reply in the
  negative; Paula nearly betrayed herself by turning; as if her
  business there; too; ended with the information。  However; she
  went on again; and made a pretence of looking round; Mr。
  Somerset also staying in a spirit of friendly attention to his
  countrywomen。  They did not part from him till they had come
  out from the crypt; and again reached the west front; on their
  way to which he additionally explained that it was his son he
  was looking for; who had arranged to meet him here; but had
  mentioned no inn at which he might be expected。
  When he had left them; Paula informed her aunt whose company
  they had been sharing。  Her aunt began expostulating with
  Paula for not telling Mr。 Somerset what they had seen of his
  son's movements。  'It would have eased his mind at least;' she
  said。
  'I was not bound to ease his mind at the expense of showing
  what I would rather conceal。  I am continually hampered in
  such generosity as that by the circumstance of being a woman!'
  'Well; it is getting too late to search further tonight。'
  It was indeed almost evening twilight in the streets; though
  the graceful freestone spires to a depth of about twenty feet
  from their summits were still dyed with the orange tints of a
  vanishing sun。  The two relatives dined privately as usual;
  after which Paula looked out of the window of her room; and
  reflected upon the events of the day。