第 72 节
作者:你妹找1      更新:2022-06-15 12:56      字数:9322
  De Stancy walked up the nave; so close beside her as to touch
  her dress; but she would not recognize his presence; the
  darkness that evening had thrown over the interior; which was
  scarcely broken by the few candles dotted about; being a
  sufficient excuse if she required one。
  'Miss Power;' De Stancy said at last; 'I am coming to the
  service with you。'
  She received the intelligence without surprise; and he knew
  she had been conscious of him all the way。
  Paula went no further than the middle of the nave; where there
  was hardly a soul; and took a chair beside a solitary
  rushlight which looked amid the vague gloom of the
  inaccessible architecture like a lighthouse at the foot of
  tall cliffs。
  He put his hand on the next chair; saying; 'Do you object?'
  'Not at all;' she replied; and he sat down。
  'Suppose we go into the choir;' said De Stancy presently。
  'Nobody sits out here in the shadows。'
  'This is sufficiently near; and we have a candle;' Paula
  murmured。
  Before another minute had passed the candle flame began to
  drown in its own grease; slowly dwindled; and went out。
  'I suppose that means I am to go into the choir in spite of
  myself。  Heaven is on your side;' said Paula。  And rising they
  left their now totally dark corner; and joined the noiseless
  shadowy figures who in twos and threes kept passing up the
  nave。
  Within the choir there was a blaze of light; partly from the
  altar; and more particularly from the image of the saint whom
  they had assembled to honour; which stood; surrounded by
  candles and a thicket of flowering plants; some way in advance
  of the foot…pace。  A secondary radiance from the same source
  was reflected upward into their faces by the polished marble
  pavement; except when interrupted by the shady forms of the
  officiating priests。
  When it was over and the people were moving off; De Stancy and
  his companion went towards the saint; now besieged by numbers
  of women anxious to claim the respective flower…pots they had
  lent for the decoration。  As each struggled for her own;
  seized and marched off with it; Paula remarked'This rather
  spoils the solemn effect of what has gone before。'
  'I perceive you are a harsh Puritan。'
  'No; Captain De Stancy!  Why will you speak so?  I am far too
  much otherwise。  I have grown to be so much of your way of
  thinking; that I accuse myself; and am accused by others; of
  being worldly; and half…and…half; and other dreadful things
  though it isn't that at all。'
  They were now walking down the nave; preceded by the sombre
  figures with the pot flowers; who were just visible in the
  rays that reached them through the distant choir screen at
  their back; while above the grey night sky and stars looked in
  upon them through the high clerestory windows。
  'Do be a little MORE of my way of thinking!' rejoined De
  Stancy passionately。
  'Don't; don't speak;' she said rapidly。  'There are Milly and
  Champreau!'
  Milly was one of the maids; and Champreau the courier and
  valet who had been engaged by Abner Power。  They had been
  sitting behind the other pair throughout the service; and
  indeed knew rather more of the relations between Paula and De
  Stancy than Paula knew herself。
  Hastening on the two latter went out; and walked together
  silently up the short street。  The Place St。 Denis was now lit
  up; lights shone from the hotel windows; and the world without
  the cathedral had so far advanced in nocturnal change that it
  seemed as if they had been gone from it for hours。  Within the
  hotel they found the change even greater than without。  Mrs。
  Goodman met them half…way on the stairs。
  'Poor Charlotte is worse;' she said。  'Quite feverish; and
  almost delirious。'
  Paula reproached herself with 'Why did I go away!'
  The common interest of De Stancy and Paula in the sufferer at
  once reproduced an ease between them as nothing else could
  have done。  The physician was again called in; who prescribed
  certain draughts; and recommended that some one should sit up
  with her that night。  If Paula allowed demonstrations of love
  to escape her towards anybody it was towards Charlotte; and
  her instinct was at once to watch by the invalid's couch
  herself; at least for some hours; it being deemed unnecessary
  to call in a regular nurse unless she should sicken further。
  'But I will sit with her;' said De Stancy。  'Surely you had
  better go to bed?'  Paula would not be persuaded; and
  thereupon De Stancy; saying he was going into the town for a
  short time before retiring; left the room。
  The last omnibus returned from the last train; and the inmates
  of the hotel retired to rest。  Meanwhile a telegram had
  arrived for Captain De Stancy; but as he had not yet returned
  it was put in his bedroom; with directions to the night…porter
  to remind him of its arrival。
  Paula sat on with the sleeping Charlotte。  Presently she
  retired into the adjacent sitting…room with a book; and flung
  herself on a couch; leaving the door open between her and her
  charge; in case the latter should awake。  While she sat a new
  breathing seemed to mingle with the regular sound of
  Charlotte's that reached her through the doorway:  she turned
  quickly; and saw her uncle standing behind her。
  'OI thought you were in Paris!' said Paula。
  'I have just come from thereI could not stay。  Something has
  occurred to my mind about this affair。'  His strangely marked
  visage; now more noticeable from being worn with fatigue; had
  a spectral effect by the night…light。
  'What affair?'
  'This marriage。 。 。 。  Paula; De Stancy is a good fellow
  enough; but you must not accept him just yet。'
  Paula did not answer。
  'Do you hear?  You must not accept him;' repeated her uncle;
  'till I have been to England and examined into matters。  I
  start in an hour's timeby the ten…minutes…past…two train。'
  'This is something very new!'
  'Yes'tis new;' he murmured; relapsing into his Dutch manner。
  'You must not accept him till something is made clear to me
  something about a queer relationship。  I have come from Paris
  to say so。'
  'Uncle; I don't understand this。  I am my own mistress in all
  matters; and though I don't mind telling you I have by no
  means resolved to accept him; the question of her marriage is
  especially a woman's own affair。'
  Her uncle stood irresolute for a moment; as if his convictions
  were more than his proofs。  'I say no more at present;' he
  murmured。  'Can I do anything for you about a new architect?'
  'Appoint Havill。'
  'Very well。  Good night。'  And then he left her。  In a short
  time she heard him go down and out of the house to cross to
  England by the morning steamboat。
  With a little shrug; as if she resented his interference in so
  delicate a point; she settled herself down anew to her book。
  One; two; three hours passed; when Charlotte awoke; but soon
  slumbered sweetly again。  Milly had stayed up for some time
  lest her mistress should require anything; but the girl being
  sleepy Paula sent her to bed。
  It was a lovely night of early summer; and drawing aside the
  window curtains she looked out upon the flowers and trees of
  the Place; now quite visible; for it was nearly three o'clock;
  and the morning light was growing strong。  She turned her face
  upwards。  Except in the case of one bedroom all the windows on
  that side of the hotel were in darkness。  The room being
  rather close she left the casement ajar; and opening the door
  walked out upon the staircase landing。  A number of caged
  canaries were kept here; and she observed in the dim light of
  the landing lamp how snugly their heads were all tucked in。
  On returning to the sitting…room again she could hear that
  Charlotte was still slumbering; and this encouraging
  circumstance disposed her to go to bed herself。  Before;
  however; she had made a move a gentle tap came to the door。
  Paula opened it。  There; in the faint light by the sleeping
  canaries; stood Charlotte's brother。
  'How is she now?' he whispered。
  'Sleeping soundly;' said Paula。
  'That's a blessing。  I have not been to bed。  I came in late;
  and have now come down to know if I had not better take your
  place?'
  'Nobody is required; I think。  But you can judge for
  yourself。'
  Up to this point they had conversed in the doorway of the
  sitting…room; which De Stancy now entered; crossing it to
  Charlotte's apartment。  He came out from the latter at a
  pensive pace。
  'She is doing well;' he said gently。  'You have been very good
  to her。  Was the chair I saw by her bed the one you have been
  sitting in all night?'
  'I sometimes sat there; sometimes here。'
  'I wish I could have sat beside you; and held your handI
  speak frankly。'
  'To excess。'
  'And why not?  I do not wish to hide from you any corner of my
  breast; futile as candour may be。  Just Heaven! for what
  reason is it ordered that courtship; in which soldiers are
  usually so successful; should be a failure with me?'
  'Your lack of foresight chiefly in indulging feelings that
  were not encouraged。  That; and my uncle's indiscreet
  permission to you to travel with us; have precipitated our
  relations in a way that I could neither foresee nor avoid;
  though of late I have had apprehensions that it might come to
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