第 71 节
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believe you suspect me to have some latent and unowned
inclination for youthat you think speaking is the only point
upon which I am backward。 。 。 。 There now; it is raining;
what shall we do? I thought this wind meant rain。'
'Do? Stand on here; as we are standing now。'
'Your sister and my aunt are gone under the wall。 I think we
will walk towards them。'
'You had made me hope;' he continued (his thoughts apparently
far away from the rain and the wind and the possibility of
shelter); 'that you might change your mind; and give to your
original promise a liberal meaning in renewing it。 In brief I
mean this; that you would allow it to merge into an
engagement。 Don't think it presumptuous;' he went on; as he
held the umbrella over her; 'I am sure any man would speak as
I do。 A distinct permission to be with you on probationthat
was what you gave me at Carlsruhe: and flinging casuistry on
one side; what does that mean?'
'That I am artistically interested in your family history。'
And she went out from the umbrella to the shelter of the hotel
where she found her aunt and friend。
De Stancy could not but feel that his persistence had made
some impression。 It was hardly possible that a woman of
independent nature would have tolerated his dangling at her
side so long; if his presence were wholly distasteful to her。
That evening when driving back to the Hague by a devious route
through the dense avenues of the Bosch he conversed with her
again; also the next day when standing by the Vijver looking
at the swans; and in each case she seemed to have at least got
over her objection to being seen talking to him; apart from
the remainder of the travelling party。
Scenes very similar to those at Scheveningen and on the Rhine
were enacted at later stages of their desultory journey。 Mr。
Power had proposed to cross from Rotterdam; but a stiff north…
westerly breeze prevailing Paula herself became reluctant to
hasten back to Stancy Castle。 Turning abruptly they made for
Brussels。
It was here; while walking homeward from the Park one morning;
that her uncle for the first time alluded to the situation of
affairs between herself and her admirer。 The captain had gone
up the Rue Royale with his sister and Mrs。 Goodman; either to
show them the house in which the ball took place on the eve of
Quatre Bras or some other site of interest; and the two Powers
were thus left to themselves。 To reach their hotel they
passed into a little street sloping steeply down from the Rue
Royale to the Place Ste。 Gudule; where; at the moment of
nearing the cathedral; a wedding party emerged from the porch
and crossed in front of uncle and niece。
'I hope;' said the former; in his passionless way; 'we shall
see a performance of this sort between you and Captain De
Stancy; not so very long after our return to England。'
'Why?' asked Paula; following the bride with her eyes。
'It is diplomatically; as I may say; such a highly correct
thingsuch an expedient thingsuch an obvious thing to all
eyes。'
'Not altogether to mine; uncle;' she returned。
''Twould be a thousand pities to let slip such a neat offer of
adjusting difficulties as accident makes you in this。 You
could marry more tin; that's true; but you don't want it;
Paula。 You want a name; and historic what…do…they…call…it。
Now by coming to terms with the captain you'll be Lady De
Stancy in a few years: and a title which is useless to him;
and a fortune and castle which are in some degree useless to
you; will make a splendid whole useful to you both。'
'I've thought it overquite;' she answered。 'And I quite see
what the advantages are。 But how if I don't care one atom for
artistic completeness and a splendid whole; and do care very
much to do what my fancy inclines me to do?'
'Then I should say that; taking a comprehensive view of human
nature of all colours; your fancy is about the silliest fancy
existing on this earthly ball。'
Paula laughed indifferently; and her uncle felt that;
persistent as was his nature; he was the wrong man to
influence her by argument。 Paula's blindness to the
advantages of the match; if she were blind; was that of a
woman who wouldn't see; and the best argument was silence。
This was in some measure proved the next morning。 When Paula
made her appearance Mrs。 Goodman said; holding up an envelope:
'Here's a letter from Mr。 Somerset。'
'Dear me;' said she blandly; though a quick little flush
ascended her cheek。 'I had nearly forgotten him!'
The letter on being read contained a request as brief as it
was unexpected。 Having prepared all the drawings necessary
for the rebuilding; Somerset begged leave to resign the
superintendence of the work into other hands。
'His letter caps your remarks very aptly;' said Mrs。 Goodman;
with secret triumph。 'You are nearly forgetting him; and he
is quite forgetting you。'
'Yes;' said Paula; affecting carelessness。 'Well; I must get
somebody else; I suppose。'
X。
They next deviated to Amiens; intending to stay there only one
night; but their schemes were deranged by the sudden illness
of Charlotte。 She had been looking unwell for a fortnight
past; though; with her usual self…abnegation; she had made
light of her ailment。 Even now she declared she could go on;
but this was said over…night; and in the morning it was
abundantly evident that to move her was highly unadvisable。
Still she was not in serious danger; and having called in a
physician; who pronounced rest indispensable; they prepared to
remain in the old Picard capital two or three additional days。
Mr。 Power thought he would take advantage of the halt to run
up to Paris; leaving De Stancy in charge of the ladies。
In more ways than in the illness of Charlotte this day was the
harbinger of a crisis。
It was a summer evening without a cloud。 Charlotte had fallen
asleep in her bed; and Paula; who had been sitting by her;
looked out into the Place St。 Denis; which the hotel
commanded。 The lawn of the square was all ablaze with red and
yellow clumps of flowers; the acacia trees were brightly
green; the sun was soft and low。 Tempted by the prospect
Paula went and put on her hat; and arousing her aunt; who was
nodding in the next room; to request her to keep an ear on
Charlotte's bedroom; Paula descended into the Rue de Noyon
alone; and entered the green enclosure。
While she walked round; two or three little children in charge
of a nurse trundled a large variegated ball along the grass;
and it rolled to Paula's feet。 She smiled at them; and
endeavoured to return it by a slight kick。 The ball rose in
the air; and passing over the back of a seat which stood under
one of the trees; alighted in the lap of a gentleman hitherto
screened by its boughs。 The back and shoulders proved to be
those of De Stancy。 He turned his head; jumped up; and was at
her side in an instant; a nettled flush having meanwhile
crossed Paula's face。
'I thought you had gone to the Hotoie Promenade;' she said
hastily。 'I am going to the cathedral;' (obviously uttered
lest it should seem that she had seen him from the hotel
windows; and entered the square for his company)。
'Of course: there is nothing else to go to hereeven for
Roundheads。'
'If you mean ME by that; you are very much mistaken;' said she
testily。
'The Roundheads were your ancestors; and they knocked down my
ancestors' castle; and broke the stained glass and statuary of
the cathedral;' said De Stancy slily; 'and now you go not only
to a cathedral; but to a service of the unreformed Church in
it。'
'In a foreign country it is different from home;' said Paula
in extenuation; 'and you of all men should not reproach me for
tergiversationwhen it has been brought about byby my
sympathies with'
'With the troubles of the De Stancys。'
'Well; you know what I mean;' she answered; with considerable
anxiety not to be misunderstood; 'my liking for the old
castle; and what it contains; and what it suggests。 I declare
I will not explain to you furtherwhy should I? I am not
answerable to you!'
Paula's show of petulance was perhaps not wholly because she
had appeared to seek him; but also from being reminded by his
criticism that Mr。 Woodwell's prophecy on her weakly
succumbing to surroundings was slowly working out its
fulfilment。
She moved forward towards the gate at the further end of the
square; beyond which the cathedral lay at a very short
distance。 Paula did not turn her head; and De Stancy strolled
slowly after her down the Rue du College。 The day happened to
be one of the church festivals; and people were a second time
flocking into the lofty monument of Catholicism at its
meridian。 Paula vanished into the porch with the rest; and;
almost catching the wicket as it flew back from her hand; he
too entered the high…shouldered edificean edifice doomed to
labour under the melancholy misfortune of seeming only half as
vast as it really is; and as truly as whimsically described by
Heine as a monument built with the strength of Titans; and
decorated with the patience of dwarfs。
De Stancy walked up the nave; so close beside her as to touch
her dress; but she