第 71 节
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  believe you suspect me to have some latent and unowned
  inclination for youthat you think speaking is the only point
  upon which I am backward。 。 。 。  There now; it is raining;
  what shall we do?  I thought this wind meant rain。'
  'Do?  Stand on here; as we are standing now。'
  'Your sister and my aunt are gone under the wall。  I think we
  will walk towards them。'
  'You had made me hope;' he continued (his thoughts apparently
  far away from the rain and the wind and the possibility of
  shelter); 'that you might change your mind; and give to your
  original promise a liberal meaning in renewing it。  In brief I
  mean this; that you would allow it to merge into an
  engagement。  Don't think it presumptuous;' he went on; as he
  held the umbrella over her; 'I am sure any man would speak as
  I do。  A distinct permission to be with you on probationthat
  was what you gave me at Carlsruhe:  and flinging casuistry on
  one side; what does that mean?'
  'That I am artistically interested in your family history。'
  And she went out from the umbrella to the shelter of the hotel
  where she found her aunt and friend。
  De Stancy could not but feel that his persistence had made
  some impression。  It was hardly possible that a woman of
  independent nature would have tolerated his dangling at her
  side so long; if his presence were wholly distasteful to her。
  That evening when driving back to the Hague by a devious route
  through the dense avenues of the Bosch he conversed with her
  again; also the next day when standing by the Vijver looking
  at the swans; and in each case she seemed to have at least got
  over her objection to being seen talking to him; apart from
  the remainder of the travelling party。
  Scenes very similar to those at Scheveningen and on the Rhine
  were enacted at later stages of their desultory journey。  Mr。
  Power had proposed to cross from Rotterdam; but a stiff north…
  westerly breeze prevailing Paula herself became reluctant to
  hasten back to Stancy Castle。  Turning abruptly they made for
  Brussels。
  It was here; while walking homeward from the Park one morning;
  that her uncle for the first time alluded to the situation of
  affairs between herself and her admirer。  The captain had gone
  up the Rue Royale with his sister and Mrs。 Goodman; either to
  show them the house in which the ball took place on the eve of
  Quatre Bras or some other site of interest; and the two Powers
  were thus left to themselves。  To reach their hotel they
  passed into a little street sloping steeply down from the Rue
  Royale to the Place Ste。 Gudule; where; at the moment of
  nearing the cathedral; a wedding party emerged from the porch
  and crossed in front of uncle and niece。
  'I hope;' said the former; in his passionless way; 'we shall
  see a performance of this sort between you and Captain De
  Stancy; not so very long after our return to England。'
  'Why?' asked Paula; following the bride with her eyes。
  'It is diplomatically; as I may say; such a highly correct
  thingsuch an expedient thingsuch an obvious thing to all
  eyes。'
  'Not altogether to mine; uncle;' she returned。
  ''Twould be a thousand pities to let slip such a neat offer of
  adjusting difficulties as accident makes you in this。  You
  could marry more tin; that's true; but you don't want it;
  Paula。  You want a name; and historic what…do…they…call…it。
  Now by coming to terms with the captain you'll be Lady De
  Stancy in a few years:  and a title which is useless to him;
  and a fortune and castle which are in some degree useless to
  you; will make a splendid whole useful to you both。'
  'I've thought it overquite;' she answered。  'And I quite see
  what the advantages are。  But how if I don't care one atom for
  artistic completeness and a splendid whole; and do care very
  much to do what my fancy inclines me to do?'
  'Then I should say that; taking a comprehensive view of human
  nature of all colours; your fancy is about the silliest fancy
  existing on this earthly ball。'
  Paula laughed indifferently; and her uncle felt that;
  persistent as was his nature; he was the wrong man to
  influence her by argument。  Paula's blindness to the
  advantages of the match; if she were blind; was that of a
  woman who wouldn't see; and the best argument was silence。
  This was in some measure proved the next morning。  When Paula
  made her appearance Mrs。 Goodman said; holding up an envelope:
  'Here's a letter from Mr。 Somerset。'
  'Dear me;' said she blandly; though a quick little flush
  ascended her cheek。  'I had nearly forgotten him!'
  The letter on being read contained a request as brief as it
  was unexpected。  Having prepared all the drawings necessary
  for the rebuilding; Somerset begged leave to resign the
  superintendence of the work into other hands。
  'His letter caps your remarks very aptly;' said Mrs。 Goodman;
  with secret triumph。  'You are nearly forgetting him; and he
  is quite forgetting you。'
  'Yes;' said Paula; affecting carelessness。  'Well; I must get
  somebody else; I suppose。'
  X。
  They next deviated to Amiens; intending to stay there only one
  night; but their schemes were deranged by the sudden illness
  of Charlotte。  She had been looking unwell for a fortnight
  past; though; with her usual self…abnegation; she had made
  light of her ailment。  Even now she declared she could go on;
  but this was said over…night; and in the morning it was
  abundantly evident that to move her was highly unadvisable。
  Still she was not in serious danger; and having called in a
  physician; who pronounced rest indispensable; they prepared to
  remain in the old Picard capital two or three additional days。
  Mr。 Power thought he would take advantage of the halt to run
  up to Paris; leaving De Stancy in charge of the ladies。
  In more ways than in the illness of Charlotte this day was the
  harbinger of a crisis。
  It was a summer evening without a cloud。  Charlotte had fallen
  asleep in her bed; and Paula; who had been sitting by her;
  looked out into the Place St。 Denis; which the hotel
  commanded。  The lawn of the square was all ablaze with red and
  yellow clumps of flowers; the acacia trees were brightly
  green; the sun was soft and low。  Tempted by the prospect
  Paula went and put on her hat; and arousing her aunt; who was
  nodding in the next room; to request her to keep an ear on
  Charlotte's bedroom; Paula descended into the Rue de Noyon
  alone; and entered the green enclosure。
  While she walked round; two or three little children in charge
  of a nurse trundled a large variegated ball along the grass;
  and it rolled to Paula's feet。  She smiled at them; and
  endeavoured to return it by a slight kick。  The ball rose in
  the air; and passing over the back of a seat which stood under
  one of the trees; alighted in the lap of a gentleman hitherto
  screened by its boughs。  The back and shoulders proved to be
  those of De Stancy。  He turned his head; jumped up; and was at
  her side in an instant; a nettled flush having meanwhile
  crossed Paula's face。
  'I thought you had gone to the Hotoie Promenade;' she said
  hastily。  'I am going to the cathedral;' (obviously uttered
  lest it should seem that she had seen him from the hotel
  windows; and entered the square for his company)。
  'Of course:  there is nothing else to go to hereeven for
  Roundheads。'
  'If you mean ME by that; you are very much mistaken;' said she
  testily。
  'The Roundheads were your ancestors; and they knocked down my
  ancestors' castle; and broke the stained glass and statuary of
  the cathedral;' said De Stancy slily; 'and now you go not only
  to a cathedral; but to a service of the unreformed Church in
  it。'
  'In a foreign country it is different from home;' said Paula
  in extenuation; 'and you of all men should not reproach me for
  tergiversationwhen it has been brought about byby my
  sympathies with'
  'With the troubles of the De Stancys。'
  'Well; you know what I mean;' she answered; with considerable
  anxiety not to be misunderstood; 'my liking for the old
  castle; and what it contains; and what it suggests。  I declare
  I will not explain to you furtherwhy should I?  I am not
  answerable to you!'
  Paula's show of petulance was perhaps not wholly because she
  had appeared to seek him; but also from being reminded by his
  criticism that Mr。 Woodwell's prophecy on her weakly
  succumbing to surroundings was slowly working out its
  fulfilment。
  She moved forward towards the gate at the further end of the
  square; beyond which the cathedral lay at a very short
  distance。  Paula did not turn her head; and De Stancy strolled
  slowly after her down the Rue du College。  The day happened to
  be one of the church festivals; and people were a second time
  flocking into the lofty monument of Catholicism at its
  meridian。  Paula vanished into the porch with the rest; and;
  almost catching the wicket as it flew back from her hand; he
  too entered the high…shouldered edificean edifice doomed to
  labour under the melancholy misfortune of seeming only half as
  vast as it really is; and as truly as whimsically described by
  Heine as a monument built with the strength of Titans; and
  decorated with the patience of dwarfs。
  De Stancy walked up the nave; so close beside her as to touch
  her dress; but she