第 3 节
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  edifice; and all that belonged to it from his sight; possibly
  for ever。  There was something in the thought which led him to
  linger。  The chapel had neither beauty; quaintness; nor
  congeniality to recommend it:  the dissimilitude between the
  new utilitarianism of the place and the scenes of venerable
  Gothic art which had occupied his daylight hours could not
  well be exceeded。  But Somerset; as has been said; was an
  instrument of no narrow gamut:  he had a key for other touches
  than the purely aesthetic; even on such an excursion as this。
  His mind was arrested by the intense and busy energy which
  must needs belong to an assembly that required such a glare of
  light to do its religion by; in the heaving of that tune there
  was an earnestness which made him thoughtful; and the shine of
  those windows he had characterized as ugly reminded him of the
  shining of the good deed in a naughty world。  The chapel and
  its shabby plot of ground; from which the herbage was all
  trodden away by busy feet; had a living human interest that
  the numerous minsters and churches knee…deep in fresh green
  grass; visited by him during the foregoing week; had often
  lacked。  Moreover; there was going to be a baptism:  that
  meant the immersion of a grown…up person; and he had been told
  that Baptists were serious people and that the scene was most
  impressive。  What manner of man would it be who on an ordinary
  plodding and bustling evening of the nineteenth century could
  single himself out as one different from the rest of the
  inhabitants; banish all shyness; and come forward to undergo
  such a trying ceremony?  Who was he that had pondered; gone
  into solitudes; wrestled with himself; worked up his courage
  and said; I will do this; though few else will; for I believe
  it to be my duty?
  Whether on account of these thoughts; or from the circumstance
  that he had been alone amongst the tombs all day without
  communion with his kind; he could not tell in after years
  (when he had good reason to think of the subject); but so it
  was that Somerset went back; and again stood under the chapel…
  wall。
  Instead of entering he passed round to where the stove…chimney
  came through the bricks; and holding on to the iron stay he
  put his toes on the plinth and looked in at the window。  The
  building was quite full of people belonging to that vast
  majority of society who are denied the art of articulating
  their higher emotions; and crave dumbly for a fugleman
  respectably dressed working people; whose faces and forms were
  worn and contorted by years of dreary toil。  On a platform at
  the end of the chapel a haggard man of more than middle age;
  with grey whiskers ascetically cut back from the fore part of
  his face so far as to be almost banished from the countenance;
  stood reading a chapter。  Between the minister and the
  congregation was an open space; and in the floor of this was
  sunk a tank full of water; which just made its surface visible
  above the blackness of its depths by reflecting the lights
  overhead。
  Somerset endeavoured to discover which one among the
  assemblage was to be the subject of the ceremony。  But nobody
  appeared there who was at all out of the region of
  commonplace。  The people were all quiet and settled; yet he
  could discern on their faces something more than attention;
  though it was less than excitement:  perhaps it was
  expectation。  And as if to bear out his surmise he heard at
  that moment the noise of wheels behind him。
  His gaze into the lighted chapel made what had been an evening
  scene when he looked away from the landscape night itself on
  looking back; but he could see enough to discover that a
  brougham had driven up to the side…door used by the young
  water…bearers; and that a lady in white…and…black half…
  mourning was in the act of alighting; followed by what
  appeared to be a waiting…woman carrying wraps。  They entered
  the vestry…room of the chapel; and the door was shut。  The
  service went on as before till at a certain moment the door
  between vestry and chapel was opened; when a woman came out
  clothed in an ample robe of flowing white; which descended to
  her feet。  Somerset was unfortunate in his position; he could
  not see her face; but her gait suggested at once that she was
  the lady who had arrived just before。  She was rather tall
  than otherwise; and the contour of her head and shoulders
  denoted a girl in the heyday of youth and activity。  His
  imagination; stimulated by this beginning; set about filling
  in the meagre outline with most attractive details。
  She stood upon the brink of the pool; and the minister
  descended the steps at its edge till the soles of his shoes
  were moistened with the water。  He turned to the young
  candidate; but she did not follow him:  instead of doing so
  she remained rigid as a stone。  He stretched out his hand; but
  she still showed reluctance; till; with some embarrassment; he
  went back; and spoke softly in her ear。
  She approached the edge; looked into the water; and turned
  away shaking her head。  Somerset could for the first time see
  her face。  Though humanly imperfect; as is every face we see;
  it was one which made him think that the best in woman…kind no
  less than the best in psalm…tunes had gone over to the
  Dissenters。  He had certainly seen nobody so interesting in
  his tour hitherto; she was about twenty or twenty…oneperhaps
  twenty…three; for years have a way of stealing marches even
  upon beauty's anointed。  The total dissimilarity between the
  expression of her lineaments and that of the countenances
  around her was not a little surprising; and was productive of
  hypotheses without measure as to how she came there。  She was;
  in fact; emphatically a modern type of maidenhood; and she
  looked ultra…modern by reason of her environment:  a
  presumably sophisticated being among the simple onesnot
  wickedly so; but one who knew life fairly well for her age。
  Her hair; of good English brown; neither light nor dark; was
  abundanttoo abundant for convenience in tying; as it seemed;
  and it threw off the lamp…light in a hazy lustre。  And though
  it could not be said of her features that this or that was
  flawless; the nameless charm of them altogether was only
  another instance of how beautiful a woman can be as a whole
  without attaining in any one detail to the lines marked out as
  absolutely correct。  The spirit and the life were there:  and
  material shapes could be disregarded。
  Whatever moral characteristics this might be the surface of;
  enough was shown to assure Somerset that she had some
  experience of things far removed from her present
  circumscribed horizon; and could live; and was even at that
  moment living; a clandestine; stealthy inner life which had
  very little to do with her outward one。  The repression of
  nearly every external sign of that distress under which
  Somerset knew; by a sudden intuitive sympathy; that she was
  labouring; added strength to these convictions。
  'And you refuse?' said the astonished minister; as she still
  stood immovable on the brink of the pool。  He persuasively
  took her sleeve between his finger and thumb as if to draw
  her; but she resented this by a quick movement of displeasure;
  and he released her; seeing that he had gone too far。
  'But; my dear lady;' he said; 'you promised!  Consider your
  profession; and that you stand in the eyes of the whole church
  as an exemplar of your faith。'
  'I cannot do it!'
  'But your father's memory; miss; his last dying request!'
  'I cannot help it;' she said; turning to get away。
  'You came here with the intention to fulfil the Word?'
  'But I was mistaken。'
  'Then why did you come?'
  She tacitly implied that to be a question she did not care to
  answer。  'Please say no more to me;' she murmured; and
  hastened to withdraw。
  During this unexpected dialogue (which had reached Somerset's
  ears through the open windows) that young man's feelings had
  flown hither and thither between minister and lady in a most
  capricious manner:  it had seemed at one moment a rather
  uncivil thing of her; charming as she was; to give the
  minister and the water…bearers so much trouble for nothing;
  the next; it seemed like reviving the ancient cruelties of the
  ducking…stool to try to force a girl into that dark water if
  she had not a mind to it。  But the minister was not without
  insight; and he had seen that it would be useless to say more。
  The crestfallen old man had to turn round upon the
  congregation and declare officially that the baptism was
  postponed。
  She passed through the door into the vestry。  During the
  exciting moments of her recusancy there had been a perceptible
  flutter among the sensitive members of the congregation;
  nervous Dissenters seeming to be at one with nervous
  Episcopalians in this at least; that they heartily disliked a
  scene during service。  Calm was restored to their minds by the
  minister starting a rather long hymn in minims and semibreves;
  amid the singing of which he ascended the pulpit。  His face
  had a severe and even denunciatory look as he gave out his
  text; and Somerset began to understand that this meant
  mischief to the young person who had caused the hitch。
  'In the third chapter of Revelation and the